9. self thought

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Embers POV
I'm emotional as hell but here I am still walking. Every tear that has fallen from my eyes left a thick trail of sorrow. What I'm I supposed to do? She hurt me more than I did to her, she re-opened the unhealed wounds, she spoke words that cut like knives. But I didn't care I was going to make it with or without her guidance. I kept walking not knowing my destination, my feet would keep moving, each step i took made my heart sink more and more. Flashbacks came back, thoughts that were somewhere in my dark soul arose but here i was alone and wounded. I couldn't mask the pain any longer; The heartfelt story about my life seemed to engulf me sending me into deep thoughts. What did i do to deserve this? The pain never left it was there like a splinter on your foot.
Was it all really worth it? I mean did I have to stay with Ashton after all he did? Or was jaxon the right guy? Why can't god just give us a copy of our life story so we don't make and mistakes throughout it? The deep sorrowful feeling in my stomach seemed to cut off my breah, no longer knowing were I was, no longer knowing my direction. I let my self fall darkness overflowing my vision. And the last thing I heard was connners voice, telling me to let someone in, let them fix my wounded soul. But who was I kidding im beyond reparable... I was born to be alone, born to put others before me..I was born to die

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