Alpha x Alpha [SB19 - SeKen AU]

Chapter 31

PABLO

Hindi ko alam pero parang naguguluhan ako.

I don't know if it's just me or Ken's really giving me mixed signals.

Tangina. Sakit sa ulo.

After the day that we talked about the 'you know' thing that happened between us, everything he does became different.

Hinatid niya ako sa condo after namin mag usap. Okay naman lahat. I assured him that everything was alright. That i'm not mad at him or anything. I told him that we should let that go kasi nangyari na. We shouldn't dwell on that matter anymore cause we're friends already. And I can see that he's happy with what I said.

Next days, Ken's actions somewhat puzzled me.

Pakiramdam ko nag iba yung trato niya sakin eh. Not a bad change but I can say that, unexplainable one.

For example, hindi niya na 'ko kinukulit. Wala nang random message ng pambbwisit or whatsover. Ewan ko ba. Maybe, I was just getting used to it kaya ngayon hinahanap hanap ko na.

Aminado naman ako eh. Di niyo na kailangang ipagduldolan.

Though, I still receive texts from him like 'good morning', 'good night', 'have a great day ahead', 'keep smiling', etc.

I find it weird kasi na biglang nag iba yung mga bagay na ginagawa niya towards sakin after that confession incident about *toot toot*.

Ayaw ko itanggi so sa totoo lang, I absolutely feel more warm in his new gestures. To the point na nabibigyan ko na yun ng mga meaning.

I told you, i'm an overthinker myself. Hindi nagpapahinga ang utak ko sa pag iisip ng mga bagay bagay at sigurado ako na hindi ako matatahimik hanggat hindi nabibigyan ng konkretong sagot ang mga tanong sa isip ko tungkol sa mga ginagawa niya.

"HOY!!!" I hear a shout coming from Stell.

We're here in the kitchen. Nagluluto na naman siya.

Hilig eh anong magagawa ko? Swerte ko nga.

"What?" I asked.

Bat ba 'to naninigaw?

"Anong 'what what' ka dyan?! Kanina pa kita tinatanong!" he scolded.

Galit na naman 'tong kapatid ko.

"Ano ba yun? Triggered ka na naman dyan." I calmly said.

I don't want to argue. I'm guilty that my mind is nowhere to be found.

Kasalanan mo 'to Ken Suson!

Sige. Let's put all the blame to that red haired guy.

"I'm asking you if I can go somewhere this saturday night??" he asked again.

Sus. Para yun lang naman pala eh.

"Sino kasama mo?" tanong ko.

Binalik nito ang atensyon sa pagluluto.

"Si Zein." he casually answered.

"He's here in the Philippines?"

"Yep. Alam ko last month pa eh." he replied while putting the food in the table.

Mukhang masarap. Amoy palang dabest na.

Sinigang na hipon.

I was about to take a sip when Stell swat my hand.

My face wrinkled.

"Manners." pinanlakihan niya pa ako ng mata.

Wala akong nagawa kundi sumunod.