this is just life

it all this real

When i woke up for school shawn was already up.
    " morning babygirl how you fell'en?" He asked as he raps his arms around me from behind.
   " morning and fin, you got shawna to day after work i have a meeting after school."
    " ya ill take her anyday"
   As i leave the house for school my friend Daniel showed up.
     "Get in the car"
      " how did you know what i came for?"
     " Daniel  your like a brother to me i know you from like the back of my hand." I said as i shut the door and kiss shawn bye.
     On way to school listening to the radio shawn calls, daniel picks it up for me and i dont know what they was talking about  but after they got done talking and hung up daniel told me to drive home asap. Whats up with everyone this week?
      We get home and walk in and i dont see shawn nor shawna. I tell Daniel "take my car if your going to school, ima find them."
    "Naw this is my niece ima help"
    We look all over the house and they end up in the bathroom.
    "Shawnas sick again this week"
    " ok well i can stay home from school and you go to work because we need the money more then me going to school"
    "If you want me to ill stay and help?" Daniel busted in "i know you don like staying home alone with a sick  kid."
      "Ya if you want to you can help me clean and take care of her" trying to tell him all hes gonna do is clean and no games.
      " ok well i got to go" shawn gets up from the ground with shawna and hands her to me. Shawna is only two and knows some simple words and how to walk. " i love you baby, bye shawna daddy loves you" as he left the bathroom  to go to work.
        Daniel takes shawna to her room to get cleaned up. I go and clean up the mess from were she got sick. Daniel always got the easy stuff.
        After everything is cleaned up she goes to sleep in his arms, for some reason she almost always  falls a sleep im his arms. I start cleaning the living room, and shawna wakes up geting sick. 3 things you dont know, me, shawn, rj, Daniel, and jesse are like all friends almost, shawna has some  type of cancer dont know what type yet, i lived  with my mom growing up and she kicked  me out when she found out i was pregnant  with shawna.
          After i hung up with the doctor we took her to the hospital. On the way there i called shawn to let him know whats going on.
      " just drive safe please i love you two." He said after i told him what had happend.