YOU COMPLETE ME

Part 27

Alexa

Harry got up on his foot, I glanced up at him and he ran his hand down his face
His gaze met mine
"You know.. I do not regret shooting that bastard" he say his grey eyes were darkened with anger

He scoffed "it would be better if I killed him"

I stood up looking at him with disbelief "why are you like this harry?" I ask quietly

His eyes connect mine and it was no longer set with fire, his gaze was calm "like what alexa?" He spoke

I flinched

He never called me alexa...

I sighed ignoring it "I just.. I...please give me keys of another bedroom" I say not looking in his eyes

He was silent so I looked up and froze, his eyes were filled with sadness and one more
Emotion which i couldn't figure out he blinked and it went away "the doors are opened" he answered and with that he disappeared in washroom shutting the door loudly I flinch

I grabbed my phone and slowly exit our bedroom not wanting to stay with him today
And thankfully he didn't argued

Maybe he is tired?
Of me?

I shook my thoughts away as I lay on the queen size bed staring up the ceiling
The only voice I could hear was of clock ticking and my slow breaths
I shifted trying to sleep but god-damnit I have a habit of burying my face in his neck while sleeping hugging him tightly.. his cologne was all over me and I loved it

I check the time it was 2 in the morning
Maybe he is sleeping peacefully that I am
Not there? Or maybe he is out there drinking?

I sat up leaning my head back on the headboard
I couldn't do this thats it..

I walk out of this bedroom and heading towards our bedroom
I stood there staring at the door for good 5 minutes

Then I bit my lip and slowly opened the door, the room was filled with darkness so I couldn't see anything I slowly stepped inside the room closing it and locking it

I blinked a few times then I saw harry laying on the bed on his side facing the wall

Yeah...he is having his great sleep without me
I walk towards the bed and laid down putting my phone on nightstand
I faced harry his muscle-y back on me
I laid really far from him and there was a sudden urge to be close to him

I move a little closer, a little more, a little little more and his heat now brushed my skin but I still wasn't hugging him

Before I could stop myself my fingers went up and touched his bare back and I froze his
shoulders were tensed...that means he is, I gulped.. awake

"Harry" I whisper

He moves a little and my fingers fall from his back "not now alexa" he muttered

"look.. I-I was scared because I-" he cut me
Off

"I don't wanna fucking know" he growled

I flinched, blinking at his back not knowing what to say

He sat up and I couldn't see his face but I could see his dark eyes they were on my face burning holes "I fucking don't know what to do, you always fuck my mind and I." He stopped clenching his jaw "I should be mad at you which I am for you called that son of a bitch at home without me knowing? What would fucking happened if i haven't arrived at right time?" He asked me gritting his teeth "Answer me Alexa I am asking a fucking question" he warned me

I shook my head as I try my hardest to push back the tears "I-I don't know" I say quietly

"He would've done anything! Any.fucking.thing.. to you! To the person who I fucking love more than anything and what could I do? huh? Fucking nothing" he raised his voice

I flinched getting scared of him "I- I am sorry" i mumble

he sighed running his hands in his thick hair "come here" he say, I fiddle with my fingers and slowly move towards him

He picked me up like I weigh nothing and put me down on his lap so I was straddling him

I still didn't meet his gaze his rough hands come to my cheek caressing it "look at me" he says softly

I look up at him and my lower lip tremble and tears finally fall down my eyes and he froze his eyes widened "fuck!" He say he wipe my tears quickly and bring me close to him hugging me tightly my face burying in his neck, a soft sob escaped my lips

"Hey..hey.. shit Fuck! i am so.. so sorry baby" he mumbled softly to me as his hands went up and down my back his face nuzzled in my hair "I am so fucking sorry baby.. I... oh my god... Fuck I am an idiot" he said

My body shake a little as i cry silently

"Baby I am so sorry I am really fucking sorry I shouldn't have said that to you I was really scared I could lose you.." he say holding me tight against him

I looked up at him and he wiped my tears kissing my forehead his eyes were filled with nothing but guilt

I shake my head lightly as he frown a little, confused

"It-it wasn't your fault, I-I am sorry I didn't to-told you I know you're scared to lose me I am sorry I am so stup-" he put a finger on my lips softly

"No" he says simply

I smile weakly at him, he smiled back pressing his forehead with mine "fuck I made you cry" he whispered

"No, I cried because I felt how you must've felt if I ever left you.." i cupped his cheek "just like how would i react if you would've.." I stopped not wanting to complete the sentence

"I would never" he say simply then leaning in and kissing me softly not rushing just softly like I was the most delicate thing in the world

After our soft makeout sesh, I still laid on top of him cause I loved it his hands wrapped around my waist pulling me so close to him a blanket drape over us
I lay my head in his neck nuzzling my face in it loving the warmth and his cologne my favourite cologne I kissed his neck softly again and again and i heard a low growl escape from his throat
"Don't do that or I'll fuck you so bad you would be sore for a whole week" he whispered in my ear seductively, his deep voice filled with hunger

Oh god

Not now
Sorry I need a good sleep now monkey face

My face grow all red and i nuzzled my face in his neck hiding in deeper he chuckled smacking my ass playfully he kissed my head "sleep"

And then i drift off to sleep just how I like it
Him

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