𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬- 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬

End of her| Dougie B

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The closed casket broke everyone in tears. Her soft brown eyes were no longer able to be seen. The only think I have left of her is Dayana our 2 year old daughter. My mine is everywhere but where it needs to be.

I still can't even believe that this is even real. Is this an illusion?

'I love you so much Dougie never forget it' We're her last words. The last thing she said that made me forget about anything.

"Daddy no cry" Dayana whispered as I carried her, putting on a fake smile just so I could please my daughter who used to be ours.

This was officially the end of her, the end of us.

"Dougie I have to tell you something" she told me "what is it are you ok" I responded and she nodded her head with a yes "i'm pregnant" she said with the biggest smile on her face, I raised up from the couch with a smile and hugged her and gave her a kiss. "I'm really going to be a father" I thought "I feel like i'm dreaming" I said making a laugh slip out of her mouth "this is real life dougz."

I wish this was a dream.

The only person I truly loved was gone and was never coming back.

"Daddy where is mommy?" Dayana asked, what would I tell our daughter, I couldn't straight up tell her that her mother committed sucide because of the stress of life and people.

What if this was my fault.

She was my everything, the reason I woke up, the reason I changed my whole lifestyle.

Nobody asked if I was truly ok they only asked if I wanted to smoke it or drink it off.

"Just hold her hand a little longer" The doctor said "it's hurts" she groaned in pain "just two more pushes" the nurse said "your doing so good ma" I said and she just smiled, cries filled the hospital room as our baby girl was born "Dayana" she whispered "what" I asked "her name" she said "name her Dayana as memory of me" she said "what do you mean as memory of you" I asked. She never responded "my time is almost over" she said.

I could've prevented this but how was I supposed to know.

"In love in memory of Mariana Reyes she was a loving mother, daughter, and wife. She cared about everyone. She sadly left behind her 2 year old daughter Dayana Martina Howard she deeply loved her daughter. She loved her family and her husband." The priest said.

I picked up the letter that she left on the bed.

'Dear el amor de mi vida, I'm so sorry I did this and caused this pain to you and Dayana and to so much others, this was a difficult decision but I couldn't handle all this anymore. Don't blame any of this on yourself when in reality it was all my fault. Don't cry either I want you to be happy and find someone new. My ring never came off my hand. There were to many reasons that led up to this and I don't want to tell you so you don't do anything crazy. You were and still are my everything soy tu estrella y tu eres mi sueño ojalá espero que nunca te olvides de mi. Tell Dayana that her mommy loves her and that she's always with her no matter the reasons. I love you so much con todo mi corazón.

Sincerely Mariana"

Mariana is and will be the only woman I every love.

No one can take that away from me.

Except she took herself from me.

"Dear my sweet baby Dayana, I know you never met me but I know I would've loved you more then life itself but I couldn't show it to you. I'm so sorry I never got to meet you and that I let you down. You have the best dad to take care of you now even if I wished to be there. I feel like I let you down as a mother I wish I had more to say but I can't write without crying.

Love your mom Mariana"

I'm glad she never experienced anymore pain then she had to.

I will forever love her.

I'll always love Mariana Reyes.

Forever

and ever.

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so uhhhh this was different then any other thing that i have wrote but i hoped u liked it.

-nana is out🍓