Lovebirds - With Jamie Campbell Bower

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* SKIPPING TIMELINE, ITS 2 MONTHS LATER.*

What the fuck?! Still nothing? I can't believe i havent had my period in 2 months.. I'm freaking out. But we used protection? How could i.. I called jamie. Hey uhm can we talk? "Yes of course what's up?" I.. I haven't had my period in 2 months, do you think?.. "What but how we used protection alex." I know but what if it like i don't know broke or something? "I didn't notice anything broken.." Should I take a test? "Yeah just make sure.." Alright i'll update you. "Okay thanks." I went to the shops to buy a pregnancy test. When i got back home i followed the steps and waited.

JAMIE POV
Shit. I'm not ready for a kid yet.. What if she wants to keep it. Fuck what do i do. I don't want to leave her I love her. But i also cant raise the kid.. she's calling. "Hey" And? What's the result. "I didn't look yet i'm really scared." What if you are pregnant will you keep the kid? "I don't know i'm not ready to raise a kid yet." Alright well just take a deep breath in and out and look... "Okay i'll film it for you." Alright, so whats pregnant and whats clear? "2 strikes is pregnant, 1 is nothing." Alright.. she turned it around and it's positive. "Oh my god.." She started crying. Hey alex ssh its okay. "I don't want a kid yet." We can just get rid of it okay. Don't worry. "You want to kill it?" Well its not alive yet.. It's just better to remove it.. Were too young to raise a kid alex. Id love having kids with you when were older. Not now.. "But the baby.." Alex please don't tell me you wanna keep it.. "I don't know jamie." I'm coming over and your mom me and you will have a conversation, okay? "But my mom will get so angry.." I'll protect you don't worry. It's more important to focus on what we're gonna do. I'm coming over right now.

ALEX POV
Mom is gonna kill me.. Shit jamie's here. "Hey jamie what are you doing here at this time?" "Hi sorry. Is alex here?" "Yeah she's just upstairs." "ALEX COME!", jamie yelled. I came downstairs and we sat down. "Uhm what's going on here?" Mom i'm pregnant. "What?! For how long?" I don't know i found out 10 minutes ago. "But you used protection what happened." "It must've broken or something.. But what we're really here for is to talk about what were gonna do with this baby. "Isn't that obvious? Your 16 and 18 i'm not letting you raise a kid." But mom i can't kill it! "Alex.. we need to." "Why don't you want to." I feel bad.. "honey its not even alive yet. Ive also done it before, its really not as bad as you expect." You killed your kid before? "I was 14, of course i did." But i can't.. "Alex i can't raise this kid. My whole career will be gone." But.. "Alex we are getting rid of the kid." Now i had 2 people against me. I don't want to kill it. I can't. "If your not gonna kill it your kicked out of here." "I don't want to do this alex. I don't want to leave you i fucking love you." Leave me? Why? "I can't raise this kid." So you'll both let me and this kid die outside? They're both completely quiet. I'M NOT KILLING IT. "Alex.." If you don't love me just say it to me jamie. "What? Alex i love you so much but i'm not ready, your not ready either. You don't even have work. You live on 20 dollars each month. You can't raise this kid." "Honey he's right. Let's just go to the doctor and plan in a appointment to get rid of it." No. I ran off to my room. "ALEX WAIT.", Jamie started crying. "Why are you doing this." Oh so i'm the one who's doing shit now? Your fucking leaving me. Leaving me because your selfish and only care about your career. Go fuck yourself Jamie. I slammed the door behind me. Right in front of Jamie's face.

JAMIE POV
Those words felt like someone has thrown a brick through my heart. Why would she say that.. I followed her up to her room.
"What do you want Jamie." What the fuck alex? Our relationship was going so good. We were a perfect couple. 2 fucking years. And your throwing it away. Throwing it away for a kid that you can't even raise. "Why are you saying I've done all of this? Jamie you were the one saying you would break up if i want this kid. And how much i love you i can't kill this kid." Alex you don't have much time. Your gonna regret this.. "No. If you don't want this then piss off. Go." But alex i love you.. "I fucking love you too jamie but go ahead do whatever." Were both crying. I walked away knowing i will not recover good from this. I loved her.. I still love her, so much.. "hey jamie.. so?" She's still keeping the kid. I can't throw away my dreams like that Nova.. This has been my dream since i can't remember. "I'll talk to her. And her dad. Maybe he can help." I'm going home. I'm sorry for this news. Goodluck. I left heartbroken. Cried all the way home. Sam saw me and chased me to my room.

"Dude what's up." I fucking got her pregnant and she won't get rid of this kid. I can't raise that i'm 18. "Oh geez." I fucking love her i don't want to get rid of her sam. "I get it but you can't go back to her and raise the kid anyway." I know. I checked my phone, she had blocked me on everything.