Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 113

( September )

Khanyisile's POV

Doc:"how's my patient doing ?"

I try opening my eyes and the lights brightly shock me ,I shaved my hair because it was slowly wilting away I look like I kwashiokor or something I lost a lot of weight and the tumor is spreading in my body

I feel severe pains and the blood transfusions made me more weaker instead of improving I got a bit worse but the doctor say that it's part of the process since I already have cancer

Me:"well I'm dying day by day "

He looks at me and a frown appears on his face ,to say I'm not guilty would be a lie but still my pride dosent allow me to apologise or any of that sort

I did what I had to do I haven't seen Amanda in almost three months and today it's the star of the spring season the first day September

Doc:"I'm sorry to hear that miss Smith "

Me:".....when was the last time you saw my daughter "

I miss her so much and I can feel the days nearing , mpumelelo isn't haunting me anymore but rather just always in my dreams that snake still has me on its hold and I don't know what to do anymore

The doctor has been so kind to me and I don't think I deserve his kindness after all the hell I have placed people through

Doc:"miss Smith ,to be honest with you ,we feel like you are too weak for the chemo since we noticed the cancer when it was almost at its peak "

I know damn well what this means

Me:"how much time do I have left"

He looks at me with a sad and pitiful look

Doc:"2 weeks "

The tears involuntary fall down my eyes I'm in so much pain the sniffs I make just drain me but I tighten my lips together trying to overcome the pain

Doc:"have you notified your family about this ,you barely have visitors"

I know what he means ,I'm just always alone and someone have even thought I'm psychiatric which by the way I am not

Me:"doc can I ask for a favour ?"

Doc:"okay what is it ?"

Me:"can you please ask nkulu to come visit me by that I mean Mr dlamini"

Doc:"I'm not promising anything but for you I might try "

Me:"ummm(coughs) thank you very much doc"

Doc:"don't mention it just leave it all up to god "

I've never really been abeliever that there is a god my businesses are spiralling out of control and there's no one to manage it
I need to renew my will

Amanda's POV

It's just a nice day it's a Saturday actually today I've been taking online classes these past months and it's been going good I'm understanding a few things and bonding with my baby

It's September already and I can pop any minute I honestly can't wait to hold my baby In my arms and kiss him and just name Him I can't help but think about all the memories we are yet to share

Speaking of memories my dad and I have been working on our issues and he's been the best but can't say the same about my step mother I didn't expect anything better vele I have put the lady through hell when she was dating my dad

I'm sitting in the balcony with my swollen feet on the chair and I'm just reading this magazine the cover page being the wedding of the year which was supposed to be my wedding