CHAP. 8 . . ☆

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After a long day in college, it was time for xie lian's therapy session.

He made his way to the bus station, sat down, and waited patiently for the bus to arrive. While waiting, he was chatting his friends

Heaven                                               📞🎥
                                                           Xiexie
    I'm going to get some therapy today!
                                               WOOHOOOO
San lang <3!:)
WOW!! GEGE IS GETTING THERAPY!
HE BEAT US ALL!!
WHAT A KING!!
Sqx
I have this weird feeling that xie lian is excited for therapy just bcz of his therapist??? Is it just me??
A-Yi
Aww poor boo boo bear sugar plum pie san lang bb
He chose his own therapist over you
THE OTHER WOMANNNN
San lang <3!:)
No he didn't
Gege likes me too:((( as a friend:((
A-Yi
No
He don't
HAHAHAHAH
A-Yu
Lol "as a friend"

Xie lian shuts off his phone when the bus arrived. He got in the bus and sat down near the window

'i can finally cry my eyes out without being judged! Atleast my therapist care about what I feel.' xie lian looks out at the sun. It was already setting, it was beautiful. He took a photo of it and sent it to the group chat

Heaven                                               📞🎥
                                                           Xiexie
      [Attachment Sent: A sunset setting]
              The sunset is beautiful, isn't it?
San lang <3!:)
GEGE??? YOUR LEAVING US?
Sqx
NOOOO XIEXIE ILY DONT
PLS I BEG
                                                           Xiexie
HUH???? I JUST SAID THE SUNSET IS SO PRETTY??? WHAT ARE YIU GUYS-?
Sqx
"The sunset is pretty, isn't it?" MEANS YOU LOVE US BUT YOU'RE LETTING GO WAAAH
A-Yu
Does anyone have an idea why that gay whore is crying his eyes out in the living room
Oh.
LMAOAOOOO

"WE HAVE ARRIVED AT YUNMENG! EVERYONE GET OFF!" The bus driver yells aggressively, seems like that old man is tired.

Xie lian got off the bus and entered the clinic

Xie lian walked up to the helpdesk and said "I have an appointment with Dr. Yanli."

"Oh, I'm so sorry. Dr. Yanli has unfortunately died a few days ago in a car accident." The girl at the helpdesk said

"Oh.. I'm sorry.. I'll head out now.. sorry for your loss." Xie lian walks out the door

Heaven                                               📞🎥
                                                           Xiexie
            San lang can you pls pick me up
     My therapist died, idk what to do.....
San lang <3!:)
GEGE???
IM OMW
WHERE EVEN ARE YOU?
UHM
RIGHT
LOTUS CLINIC
YEAH
LOTUS CLINIC
IM OMW
IM OMW
                                                           Xiexie
                               Thank you so much!!!
A-Yi
Do dms not exist to you fuckheads???
Sqx
GIVE THIS POOR MAN A BREAK
HIS THERAPIST JUST DIED...
Are you sad?
                                                           Xiexie
   No shit sherlock, OF COURSE IM SAD
               ME AND HER WERE BUDDIES.
Sqx
I mean like
Cry worthy sad
                                                           Xiexie
                                Yeah, cry worthy sad.
Sqx
Sorry for ur loss

HONK HONK

"Gege, I'm here! Are you okay?!" San lang rushes out the car

"San lang, I'm okay. Don't worry, let's just.. go to my house now..." Xie lian said with a weak voice

"Okay, gege." San lang opens the door to his car and waits for xie lian to get in before closing it

San lang gets in the car aswell, and he drives xie lian to his house

"Gege, may I ask a question first?"

"Ask away, San lang."

"How come you barely open your flower shop?"

"Oh, i only open it once every week. Sometimes before a week if someone is willing to help me out."

"Oh, then, I am very willing to help gege with his flower shop!" San lang smiles gently. Xie lian couldn't help but blush a little, seeing how kind and caring this man is for him.

"A-ah.. no need, San lang! Nobody is forcing you..." Xie lian said, looking out the window

"Gege, I can help! Pleasee" San lang begs

Xie lian sighs "okay, fine. Just focus on driving for now."

There was a comfortable silence between the two, It's definitely gonna be a long ride. Since yunmeng was 2 hours away

"Gege, if you need to let some things out, you can vent to me about it. I will not judge. I am here for you, gege, and always will. I will do my best to cheer you up and make you happy." San lang says ever so gently

It was the first time xie lian had heard such words from anyone besides his therapist. He has never heard anyone, AND I MEAN ANYONE. Not even his own parents tell him that he can vent to them.

Xie lian was hit by a wave. An emotional wave. A wave of being overwhelmed. At this point, he just burst into tears out of no where

"G-gege?! Are- are- are you okay?! Did I do anything wrong?!" San lang gives a side eye to xie lian because he couldn't fully turn to him because he was driving.

Xie lian sniffles for abit before replying "I-im okay! I just.. I mean.. I never heard those words from ANYONE! It's the f-first time.. someone has said tha-th-that.. I can.. vent to them about my problems! I'm sorry for being.. like this.. aha.."

"No, no. It's okay gege! It's perfectly okay to cry! Just cry your eyes out there, okay? It's a healthy way to let out emotions instead of bottling them up." San lang says gently

"I-i know.. that there is nothing wrong with crying.. I just- never had someone to cry to.. to go to when I am going through ALOT! Not even m-my friends!" Xie lian vents to San lang about almost everything

'Those damned bitches. How dare they not be there for MY gege when he was hurting. Oh, Gege, once I make you mine, I will make sure to never let you shed a tear of sadness.' San lang thinks to himself while xie lian was next to him, sobbing, crying, venting about everything wrong in his life

Once they have reached xie lian's place, they both got out the car

"Thanks, San lang. For letting me vent and cry Infront of you.." xie lian smiles weakly

San lang couldn't take it anymore. He lunged at xie lian and embraces him in a warm hug.

"S-san lang?.." xie lian was flabbergasted at San lang's behavior

To Be Continued . . .
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Idk how to angst sigh

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