Right From Wrong Book 1 ( Rewritten )

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TW: mentions of wanting to harm oneself

            " I found him " he hears Black shout before seeing him standing next to him. " Kuea, why didn't you reply to us when we were shouting for you " Black asks him worried. He just laughs in disbelief as he sits up, pulling his dagger out of the ground as he does so. " Why, were you all panicked and scared " he asks harshly as he stands up.

            When he turns around he sees everyone standing there except for Hia Yi. Each one of them clearly worried about him, even Hia Lian's parents seem worried. " The amount of worry and fear you all are feeling is only a tiny fraction of what I felt when being forced out of the room " he says harshly before walking past everyone.

            He starts walking back down the trail towards the house. " Kuea, we were all panicked ok. And seeing you as scared as you were made it worse " Top says, trying to reason with him. He doesn't reply to Top. He only ignores him as he continues down the trail.

            The whole way down the trail, they all try to get him to reply to him. Never once does he reply. " Kuea " he hears Hia Lian say his name. It makes him pause for a few seconds. However he quickly continues walking. When they return to the house he takes off his shoes and immediately heads to his and Hia Lian's room.

            Once inside he grabs a white shirt and a pair of pajama shorts before heading into the bathroom. He locks the door before turning to look into the mirror. His eyes look red and puffy from crying. His eyes are also glowing a shade of dark red. He's unsure if it's because his becoming hungry or if it's because of how angry he is feeling.

            Either way he doesn't care. He only changes into the pajamas he's grabbed. Once he's changed he walks out of the bathroom. Only to see that Hia Lian is sitting down on the bed. " Kuea, please talk to me " Hia Lian begs him.

            He only stares at him, trying to decide if he should talk to him or not. " What is there to talk about " he decides to say. " Please try to see it from our side. We were doing what we thought was best " Hia Lian said. He laughs in disbelief from Hia Lian's reply.

            " Did you ever consider what I thought. Oh wait, you guys never do that. You force me to drink blood when I don't want to and now you even force me away from the one person that's been by my side while they were begging for me to save them. To save them from you guys because you were all hurting him " he says harshly.

            " What do I have to do for you to forgive me Kuea " Hia Lian asked exhaustedly. " I want Diao to wake up. I want Diao to remember what you all did when he was crying for my help! Do you even realize what he was imagining " he says. When he gets no response he continues.

             " He was imagining that he was back in the study he did. The one where he was attacked by a fucking vampire " he says. He's becoming so frustrated that he starts to cry again. " While he was imagining that and shouting for me to save him, I was being held back by you. While vampires were forcing him to stay still and drink blood " he says harshly.

             " You all don't understand and never will understand how traumatized he is from that study. If he knew what you all fucking did today. He would be pissed off like I am " he says. " You saw a video of that study didn't you " Hia Lian asks him, taking him by surprise.

            " I wish I could make you all watch that video " he says before grabbing his dagger and walking to the living room. He sits down on the couch farthest away from the dining room, where everyone is sitting at.

            He ignores how they are all staring at him. He only looks down at his now dirty dagger. Diao's plea's to save him once again play on repeat in his head. He's so angry and frustrated. But at the same time he is so concerned and scared for Diao.