I have no clue if I ever really loved you
I think what I loved was the idea of you that I had created in my mind
The perfect version of you, the one where you were sure of what you wanted
The one where you and I were always happy
The one where we would get married and have kids
But that was not you
You were an indecisive mess who I could never get over
No matter how hard I tried, no matter how many people I got with
You were always on my mind
Not sure if it was love or if it was fondness
YOU ARE READING
poetry & prose
Poetrypoems i wrote tw: some themes may include sexual assault, eating disorders, anxiety, depression and sexual content
