thoughts of you

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Rain is pouring as my heart's mending...
Tree's swaying as these tears flowing..
Racing as they landed from my cheeks ...
And here these hand's wiping to dry out these tears ....

The way  I feel now is far from the day where I held this sparks ,
When I looked back to the day I fell inlove ..
When just seeing your smile would complete my day ..
And now seeing you will torn this heart away 💔

I never regreted that you've became my poem ...
I never regreted it too that this love were once bloom ..
In my heart you hold a special place ...
A special place that no one could erase ..

From a distance I glanced you're loving face ....
But this feeling no one could suffice....
You're the one I only want , you're the one I dreamed....
I hope you know that in your arms will spread my wings ...

Maybe it's wrong to say please love me too ...
Cause I know you'll never do...
But if you're not the one ,then why is that your actions disagree?
Why is that I catch you staring at me?
Why is that you secretly watching over me?
Do you think I would never know?
That you are too are  feeling blue? 🥺

I believe what you have said to me ...
It became our routines ,and you cared for me ..
But right now I'm confused...
Why did it all turns out in setting me free?
Where was the love you showed as sweet as honey?
And even hard for you to come back to me ....

Right now I'm in a slomo's that you've caused ..
The dark magic you've been used ...
When you passed me when we crossed....
Why do I still fear to see your ghost?

You still take this breath away ...
But I tried so hard to hide every single day ...
And now I'm slowly sailing my ship...
Hoping that one day you'll be able to see..
That in some days I've spent you're being love ...
But you choose to walk away even when I beg you to stay

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