Chapter twenty six
"Hey...hon can you help take my jacket off?"
He nodded and then walked over to you and helped you take off your coat as you rubbed your hands together warming them up. Looking back at him as he looked at you, not either one of you said anything for about three minutes. Until you took a breath and spoke.
"Are we-"
R: y/n...You exhaled and tried not to cry.
"Raph...please can we talk..."
R: well talk later ok...
"(Nods) Ok..."Leo saw you both and waved hello from where he and Kari were sitting. Both of them looking at you both with smiles.
K: hey y/n!
L: hello brother, and hey y/n!
"Hey you guys what's new?"
K: feeling tired and sore like always.
"(Giggles) welcome to the club."Raph and Leo exchanged nods as Mikey walked in with Susie only her giving you a gentle hug.
S: hey y/n.
"Hey Susie, how are you?"
S: I'm good. (Whispers) Mikey misses hugging you.
"(Whispers) I know, I feel bad for him."You both giggled as you stopped the hug, Raph and Donnie saying hello and hugging patting each other's shells as April came up to you in Donnie's sweater.
"Clothes don't fit?"
A: Nope.
K: join the club. I've been wearing Leo's clothes for the past month and now I need bigger clothes.
S: none of us can beet y/n though.
"Not unless one of you has four."
S: Nope!
K: no way!
A: I am good with one thank you.The guys all stood in a circle as they looked at them in disbelief.
L: I still can't believe it...
D: I mean think about it...ten years ago we never thought even one of us would get together with someone.
M: now we're all dating someone!Raph looked at you and thought about what you said. You thought that he'd leave you for someone else. His heart was still broken from hearing you say that.
L: well, Raph should propose.
His eyes widened as he looked at them as a blush went on his cheeks.
R: SHH! (Whispers) Keep your voice down...
M: come on dude, just ask her.
D: she's carrying your children I think she'd say yes.
R: (whispers) look I have a whole thing planned out ok, I'm asking her soon..
M: oh my gosh! That's wonderful!
R: SHHH!Raph sighed and shook his head. Looking at them he rubbed his neck. He's not even sure about doing it right now. Especially after the argument. Everyone went into the kitchen to sit down and you ordered a lot of food for dinner since no one felt like cooking. You all ate as you played a board game and chatted while you all laughed and the guys and Susan had a drink.
K: god I miss beer...
L: it's ok hon...you'll have some soon enough.
K: but I want some right now, the babies are craving it.
L: no.You all laughed and giggled, and April looked at you.
A: what do you crave anyway y/n?
"Just pretty much pizza, and anything spicy or really sweet. Other than that it's pretty much normal. Although I always get sick whenever I'm near peanut butter and olives."They nodded as they continued to pass around the food. Having a lot of fun as the night ended shortly for you, Kari, and April. Susan and Mikey going out on a date. While purple and blue went to go and get their girlfriends comfortable for bed. You were heading in for a shower and Raph went into it as well just to help you shower and get you cleaned up. Raph gently washed you off with a soft loofah. When he got to a certain area he took his time, and you couldn't help but smile and blush as he did. But after a few minutes, you blushed deeper making you look back at him as the two of you made eye contact.
"Raph,"
R: yes...
"You can stop holding onto my boobs now..."He looked at your boobs seeing how they completely overfilled his hands making him smirk. If it was one thing that cheered him up it was your boobs.
R: but they're so soft...
"We talked about this Raph. No playing with my boobs."
R: ugh...fine-Ah.He smirked and then kissed your neck rubbing your waist and down making your legs were shaking from all of the standing today. He kissed you on the head and exhaled as you blushed and right before you said something he got out of the shower and you sighed turning the water off before you got out of the shower. You both dried yourselves off as you glanced at him you almost cried. You were only wearing towels as he got you to the RV. When you got there he continued to dry himself off and got into his pyjamas, as you did the same. Sitting on the bed you sighed and dried off your hair. You looked up at him and then back down before looking back up.
"Raph...are we...going to talk now?"
When you said that his shell was facing you as he shook his head.
R: y/n...
"You said we were going to talk later...it's later."
R: by later, I meant when I'm ready to talk about it.
"(Tears up) Raph...please-"
R: y/n it hurt me a lot when you said that I would just say yes to any women if they offered. And in your words not mine; hotter women.
"Raph, (sniffles) I'm sorry that I said-"
R: but that's just it y/n you shouldn't have said that I'd leave you for some women that I've ever even met before!He looked at you as you sat on the bed facing him as tears started to fall down your cheeks. You understood that he'd be mad at you for saying that.
R: you shouldn't have thought for even a second that I'd ever leave you for someone else!
Hearing him say that, got you a bit angry, like you weren't aloud to feel what you were feeling, like it was wrong.
"Wait a fucking minute why am I not aloud to think what I feel!? Why are you treating it as if it's ever aloud for me to feel the way I do!
R: Y/N LOOK AT ME!He had his arms out as he almost started crying again. Making you glare at him.
"No! You are not using you being a mutant as an excuse! You know I don't care that your a mutant!"
He groaned and put a hand on his head tears going down his cheeks.
R: fucks sakes y/n! If I'm not allowed using me being a mutant than you can't use the excuse of you being bigger!
"That's way different!"
R: how y/n!
"Cause I wasn't your type growing up! You didn't look in my direction before you were Nightwatcher!"
R: don't you fucking dare! I did love you! I loved you for almost five years before we got together! And yes sure, your right! I was into thinner women growing up. But I didn't fall for your looks-
"I knew-"
R: shut the fuck up! Ok I'm not done talking!You looked at him as he angrily looked at you before taking a breath. He stood there his hands on his waist as he looked at you.
R: I didn't fall for your looks...I fell for a women who was smart...kind, funny, brave, stronger than anyone else than I have ever met, an independent woman someone who cared about everyone around her and always put their needs first before her own. I fell in love with someone who despite everything still believes in second chances for even the worst of people. I fell in love with some who looked me in the eyes, a-and instead of being a-annoyed, or frustrated or scared of me...who trusted me. Who made everything around her look beautiful. Who made the worst city on this fucking planet look beautiful! Who made horrible people look nice! Who made me feel good about myself! A person who made me able to look myself in the mirror and be ok with what I see! A women so unbelievably beautiful that it hurts whenever she smiles at me, looks at me, being in the same room as me makes my chest hurt.