hajun and the multiverse of madness abandoned(new version available in profile)

The Empty Home

Notes:Inspired by Shinza Banshou : The Demon Lord
(http://archiveofourown.org/external_works/1137997) by AkumaAxl.
Well, this is an experimental chapter, just a fic I was inspired and
thought of creating, let me know what you think, I'm open to opinions
and criticism! This story was inspired by another and this chapter is the
next one, they will be very similar to the fic I was inspired by, but from
the third one, I will change things to do it my way. < br / >
English is not my first language, sorry for English grammar mistakes

Notes ends.

So I find myself here... in this strange void, right after dying in
a horrible and humiliating way, I found myself hating the existence of
everything, what was the point of the world if, in the end, everyone died
like this! Why is this world so cruel not to grant us immortality, I really
hate it... no I hate EVERYTHING! This world has knocked me down countless times! but I got up, drowned in despair and now I'm dead floating in the void of NOTHING! no proper end in sight... and i really hate it! ...... or ... or... at least that's how I thought until I was startled by a mysterious voice that echoed throughout this void and exclaimed:

"What a peculiar human you are, your absolute hatred for everything has piqued my interest now, I will give you the chance to show me where that hatred will lead you, my evil son" A mysterious entity stated while
whispering unknown and incomprehensible words that bled my eyes and felt my head being crushed by immense pressure, I really hate this, I also hate this being, when this is over, I will kill him and return to my silence!

When I finally try to look at him with a disgusted face, I am extremely confused by what is in front of me, it had an
incomprehensible shape and I felt myself falling into a puddle of
madness and despair, but I try my best to show that I am not afraid, but
in the next moment I could see nothing but a flash of light around me.

As my perception shifts to a dark and lightless place where I could only feel my body in this suffocating place, but my body was at ease and I enjoyed the silence. I didn't know that you simply wanted that silence as you looked back without seeing anything... but somehow I felt something touch me, it was  unnatural and it felt downright
uncomfortable, I wonder why this entity did this to me? I try to feel my
face as I shiver immediately due to the touch of an eye that was on my forehead... Wait? An eye on my forehead? What does that mean ? Why is
there an eye there? This is strange, very strange, a normal person shouldn't have eyes on his forehead! I started to feel angry that the entity that brought
me here did this to me! I HATE HER hate hate hate hate hate hate hate
hate hate hate hate HER! I HATE THAT! I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS
FUCKING WORLD!

I snapped out of my hateful haze at the touch again and felt
him shudder inside me. That weird touch was getting really annoying,
why don't you stop clinging to me and leave me alone! As I started to get
more agitated about not being able to find him, I found myself wishing "I
want to be alone", my wish was simple "I want everything to die and
leave me alone"... how strange... what is this what I'm feeling? these
emotions are confusing me, I've never felt like this before! maybe its this
new body my feelings are all over the place and i had little to no self
control.

Years later

It's been more than a year or dozens of them, I think it's not
easy to know that when I'm in that void, where I feel embraced, I still felt
something inside of me growing and evolving, more outbursts of hate
and anger that I had and the strange touch of annoyance the bigger, For
some reason I instantly identified her as my soul, how? I don't know! but
i felt that i was right, i also felt my desire to be alone become stronger
and more potent, causing my emotions to rise immensely, well i found
that understandable, as i am the god of this lonely place i guess, and it
seems like no one exists beside me, which makes me the Best of All by
default.... Shit, my arrogance is getting worse, but at least I managed to
remember some things from my past life, like anime and manga (and
visual novels), along with some games, but that's not important for now...
I still feel the constant growth of my soul and every second makes my
body feel weird and much better but I can feel a force that is all around
me and it completely disgusts me the way it hugs me.

Time skip ( A few days later )

I started to feel my emotions explode as my soul started to
attack and I felt a strange crack spread through my body like my mind!
my EXISTENCE was changing and when I spoke for the first time,
screaming loudly while feeling the echo caused everywhere, and soon
after I feel that my existence has become something TRANSCENT... And not only that, I also felt like a new entity, and immediately after my explosion, I felt a greater pulse of the strange force, causing me to crinkle my face in disgust, as I finally destroyed the area around me and emptied the void that was there. inside. for years I felt the rays of
light hit my three eyes when I see colors for the first time in my life... but
instead of feeling happy, I feel repulsed and want to go back to my lonely
existence as I look around, I feel my most important memories , the
memories of that body and although I remembered my human name
which was simply Māra before, that is not my name anymore, I remembered that I was no longer the same person as before, it was a new existence. I am the sixth heaven...HAJUN ...