as i lay on my bed with tear stained eyes. i stare at my ceiling. it's been a week since i found out Lukas had a boyfriend. i haven't even spoken to him.
why wouldn't he tell me.. that he had a boyfriend??
RING RING
i didn't even have the motivation to move. it was a Friday night and i had nothing better to do but lay in bed. i roll over in my bed and i read the name written across my phone.
fuck.that.
it read.. "Lukas"
"nahh," i say and i throw my phone across the room.
"not happening.." i say in anger.
oh. how i was dreading school on a Monday.
MONDAY
i briskly walk through the hallway trying to avoid eye contact from everyone in fear the very familiar pair of eyes i literally slept with would be staring back at me.
i felt a shrill of hope when my next class came into view.
"yes!" i say as i walk towards the door. but i was stopped my a familiar touch grabbing my arm.
"Kevin, wait," said Lukas.
i yank my arm back.
"don't! touch me!" i say as i raise my voice.
"please, Kevin." he pleaded.
i can't believe he came crawling back to me! after what he did to me.
"look here, gay kid, stop being so obsessed with me i slept with you once and i honestly it was only because i felt bad for you, i never liked you i never will, so fuck.off" i said.
i didn't mean a single word i said, and i instantly regretted it once the words left my mouth. but i just wanted to get away from him to hide my pain.
he obviously got mad after i said that because he said through his teeth with his jaw locked, "watch it, Kevin, you're walking a very thin rope here." i saw his eyes glister with tears of pain and hurt and probably frustration and anger.
i felt a turning in my stomach.
"whatever," i muttered as i walk into my class.
yes i was a little scared when he said that but i didn't care i brushed it off because he hurt me deeply.
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is he worth it?
Romanceinnocent Kevin was always taught that he should never love the opposite sex. his parents would never accept him if he started loving the opposite sex. then he meets Lukas. he is sweet and kind and he's gay. Kevin tries to fight his feelings. but Luk...
