Inner Voice

11 - Her ex.

Heesung took her to his place after she calmed down, she refused to go with him but heesung was so persistent in taking her to his house that she gave in and went with him.

She was greeted by his whole family, they seemed so loving and caring, so different from hers.

They welcomed her like she was a part of their family, she was a bit uncomfortable at first because it was her first time meeting his parents, but they were so friendly and lovely that she soon felt comfortable with them.

"Sarang, why is your wrist covered with blood!?" heesung's mom exclaimed catching the attention of the family members.

"That needs to be treated Sarang" heesung's brother said, approaching her as he carefully observed her wrist, for a moment she forgot that he was a med student.

They worriedly observed her wrist, a tint of sadness in their eyes as they looked at her, it was as if they knew the pain she was going through.

How she wished she had a family like this....

"Sarang, if you don't mind, can I put at least some ointments on your wrist? it's gonna get infected if you leave it like that" Taeseong cautiously said still looking at her wrist, the cut was quite deep and due to the stopping in the flotation of the blood, the blood was piled up on her wrists forming a scad.

"it's fine, I don't want to be a hassle to you" Sarang declined, she was used to the cut on her wrist and she was fine with it, it was not like anyone cared anyway.

Taeseong shook his head and gently got ahold of her wrist, "You are not being a hassles, now come on, let's get it treated" He said giving her a warm smile and led her to his room.

Heesung watched his brother take her to his room and let out a sigh, not of disappointment but of relief, he was glad that she was willing to clean her wrist and treat it, because everytime he offered to treat her wrist, she would always decline saying that she liked the pain, it sounded weird to him but, he couldn't convince her to treat it.

"Now, mind telling us what happened to her?" His parents inquired bringing him back to his senses.

He explained everything to his parents and they couldn't help but pity her, she was still a teenager who was supposed to be enjoying her life but, she is going through all that.

They liked Sarang, she was very polite and kind, although they had just met, they could tell that she was a good girl from the way she talked and behaved.

"I should get going" Sarang came out of the room with Taeseong, with her wrist neatly covered up.

"Are you sure you wanna go home?" Heesung worriedly asked her, eyes full of concern whilst the brunette just gave him an assuring smile and nodded her head.

"Be careful dear and if anything happens don't hesitate to come here, your always welcome" Heesung's mom caressed her head lovingly.

Sarang thanked her and made her way out with heesung who insisted to walk her home even after she declined.

They just walked side by side without uttering a word, they just let the silence take over as they enjoyed each other's presence.

"Do you think it'll be weird if I say I want to stay over in your dorm?" she asked, awkwardly halting in her tracks as she stood still in her position facing him.

Heesung lightly chucked gently patting her head, "You don't have to ask, you can come over anytime you want"

"Why does he always say the things he used to say" She sighed making Heesung worriedly look at her, "Did I say something wrong?"

Sarang instantly shook her head after he asked her that question and let out another sigh before dragging him to one of the cafe nearby.

"My ex...." She started

"You always say the same things he used to say when we dated"

"He was the one who stood by my side all the time, he was there even when I pushed him away, he made me feel loved, secured, he made me feel like I was worthy of something"

"He knew what I was feeling just by looking into my eyes..."

"He was there for me when I wanted to escape reality, when I wanted some peace, he gave me happiness and memories I thought I'll never experience"

"He was the reason why I got close to Sunghoon, Sunoo, Jungwon and Niki......I thought everything between us was going smoothly but, it shattered when he left me without saying anything, just a note saying that he wanted to break up with me..."

"I was perplexed and confused at first, I thought it was a joke but, I was wrong, ever since then, he stopped contacting me and his friends....." She explained, her voice slightly cracking at the end.

She don't know why she is telling him these things but something inside her told her to tell him, she felt the need to tell him.

Heesung pulled her into a hug, gently patting her back meanwhile the brunette didn't say anything and just felt the warmth of him, the comfort he gave her, the feeling he is making her feel felt all too familiar that she was scared that he might also leave her in the end , just like the way he left her.

She was not that oblivious to her feelings for him, she knew that she was gradually opening her heart to him, but she didn't want that to happen, she didn't want to experience the pain she felt all over again.

She was stuck between 'I wanna feel that type of love again' and 'I don't ever wanna feel that type of hurt again'.

She was not oblivious to that fact that she was slowly falling for heesung for the way he treats her, the way he talks to her, the way he looks at her and the the way he makes her feel.

Heesung was slowly healing the wound in her heart and making his place in it.

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Who do you think her ex is??
Is it someone Heesung knows or....someone else??

And I wrote this when I was running out of ideas so, im not sure if it's good...

Meet you guys in the next chapterr~