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by karolinalover

by karolinalover

But is this not what I deserve?
As atonement for my actions;
For being pathetic; pitiable.
Perhaps the pain of persisting
To live a lasting life
Is the torture that I deserve.

Death is solace in the realm of agony,
A single day aches so much.
But i know that i deserve the pain of life:
Of not having her, of my regrets, of being me.
Every misfortune that comes my way
Is merely punishment for my sins.
Life executes its merciless retribution.

notes app says this was written over 3 weeks ago (16 feb) and it was a bother punctuating it (im lazy) also why did i somehow sneak her into this omfg 😭

a/n 10/2/24: yawwwwwwwwwn boring + i didnt even punctuate it correctly its literally been a year...