Michaela's journal

wish i didn't care

How am I supposed to get better when people keep threatening to kill themselves? If I don't get better I'll feel guilty for wanting to come and Will paying for it and everything. He says if Livi dies he probably will too. I don't know if I could live without him. Maybe I could but I'd rather not try. It's possible that my recovery and maybe even my life could depend on Livi not killing herself.