As I gaze up to the night sky. I wonder if he is looking down on me. Watching my every move. Every breath. Every step. Was it all just a dream?
Did it really happen? I wonder.
As I gaze upon the stars. I wonder if I could have done something different. Could I have changed the outcome? Was this meant to be? Was this just fate's cruel trick all along? I wonder.
As I gaze upon the moon's glistening light. I wonder if it was my fault. Was I the one that killed him? Even though I didn't hold the weapon. Even though it was something nobody expected. I wonder.
As I start to slowly take a step. I wonder if he would forgive me. Would he allow me to still call him my friend? Would we continue to be partners? I wonder.
As I start to fall. I wonder if I shall meet him up above. Will God forgive me? Will he let me see him again? Or shall he punish me? I wonder.
As I start to get closer to the ground.I wonder.
