They saved me

My Little Emo Love

Kitty POV****

Hi, Im Kitty. Well my real name is Trinity but no one knows that but my parents. I'm a 13 year old emo girl. I'm from a broken home. My dad just left completely and my mom well alls she cares about is my older 17 year old

preppy brother. No one really notices my life in the house. I mean my dogs do but they down even understand me :/. My dogs are one of my best friends. They are my life. They are the only thing basically keeping me here. If I leave my brother will abuse them. The only thing stopping him now is the knowledge of how many fights I've gotten into and I have won all of them. I once broke a girls nose. When I'm 16 I'm going to live with my friend errrr something.

My life isn't exactly beautiful. Scratch that. My life sucks. My brothers an asshole. My mother doesn't even care about me. I cut. Every single night for just over a week now. I'm good at school, but I still hate it. I get bullied. A lot. I avoid most people. The only people I talk to are my best friends Dark Rose, Victoria and Sydney. Dark Rose is like me. She's emo, she cuts, she likes the same music and she's an outcast like me. Victoria is the preppy cheerleader that isn't in the popular group so she hangs with us. And Sydney is the all around nice chubby gal.

We go to dances for our town every other Friday. My ex is top prep. I dumped him after he imitated cutting. Little did he know I was thinking about it for a long time. The next dance I met this guy name Coltyn.

He was the type with the brown hair that covers his face a bit and kinda looks emo but not full scene. I instantly felt connected to him. Later he asked me out and I said yes. My jealous ex broke us up by telling lies. I told him a month after what actually happened. He totally understood. The following Friday I saw him at the dance I instantly fell in love all over again. I later texted him just all around flirting.

I later found out that he had a girlfriend now. The next dance I got all ready and my iPhone dinged. Who could it be? A few minutes before the dance! Coltyn texted me saying he wanted to slow dance with me so he'll ask his girl friend kailin. Who happens to be the best friend of the girl Kaylee who I hate because she threatened to throw a brick at my newly best friend Paige. Also I maybe might of fought kaylees older sister and won. Coltyn's girlfriend was the all around preppy, blonde girl. She was a total bitch.

When I got to the dance Coltyn said his girlfriend said no to the dance. It kinda bummed me out but it was really nothing. At the end of the dance I saw Coltyn wipe a tear. Omg what have I done!!? I thought. I went over to him and shyly asked "ar-ar-are you ok?" He mumbled "fine".

My friend's mom came to pick us up so I had to leave. I couldn't stop thinking about him. Why the hell was he crying? He's a guy they don't cry. Do they? His girlfriend must hate me. Did they break up? It's all my fault! So many things crossed my mind. When we got to her house. Her mom left. What the hell it's 10:30pm and she's leaving? My phone vibrates at about 11pm. Who the fuck is calling me NOW? I answer in my retarded voice. "Hello?" I moan. It was Coltyn! I fully Awake. We had a whole nice conversation. Finally at 2:30am we went to bed after talking for so long.

The next day at school alls I could think about was him. I got bullied by the Emma's again. They are twins. The top preps. Uggghhhh I hate them.

ZOMBIE TRAMP!

ATTENTION WHORE!

EMO SLUT!

They yell at me. I've now gotten used to it. School goes by slow. After school I text Coltyn again. We haven't stopped texting for 3 days. My mom yelled to me that she was going out. Like I care. She's a bitch anyway.

This is the Monday of the week of the dance. I am on my period but it's over Wednesday. I cook and my brother is a total snob. "This isn't even cooked!" Since I'm on my period I snap. "YOU LITTLE FAGGOT! APRETATE WHAT I DO FOR YOU OR GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!" He didn't talk to me for awhile.