Guilt, Regret and Pain.

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My life has been nothing but hell.......my father didnt want even to see me and my mother was so disapointed it took four months for me to be crown as the Alpha of my pack but without a mate as i couldnt have a relation with Britney all i knew is that i will hert her in the end sohhh i decided to fall in love with my Alpha duties.

Well my pack became the most powerful and fearful pack in the whole world as i trained people non stop as i was always thinking what if my mate is tortured whenever she is. All i know is thatshe's not dead as if she would be then i vould have felt it but she still alife though Damien cant sence her wolf and its making the both of us go nuts

"I think its enough for today" came Ronalds tiring voice.

"One more time" as i stood up

"No....you said that for the tenth time today....i need to go see my mate and yoy need to clean up"

"But..."

"No men.....you look like you need a shower"

"And a heavy one too" now it was Bea rubbing her big bumb

"And a lot of rest.....i mean...you've been working your butt oit since forever.....you need your own time and not just because your the Alpha but be Tyler for a day" well.....she said a lot and meaningful too

"Soh....what are you suggesting exactly" she looked at me like a dumb baby the shoke her head while rolling her eyes. She just took her mate and left me there dumbfully

I just collected myself and went to my room to take that long shower. But before i stood infront of a mirror...a thing i dont do often. I've really changed for the past nine months as i have a beard now and huge black circles around my eyes but i pushed all that away and went to take thta long shower.

Amfter the shower i felt so refleshed that i felt like sleeping but j have to eat something and so i went to have my meal down stairs as i met everyone already seated

"Here have some of these" said Bea as she pours me some roasted meat. Well her and her mate have been taking care of me like am the kid in her stomach and....well cant deny because i couldnt do anything by myself.....i cant even pour coffee for myslef wothout spliting it elsewere....yeah nerd Alpha...i get that a lot.

"I've heard that the the hunters are back....and this time with nore power than we think" said Ben one of the worriers

"Yeah i heard that too....last week the Lunarious Pack was attacked and many of their men died" now it was Ronald

"We have to be prepared meaning we have to train more am i understood"

"Yes Alpha" as they go back yo their meal then

"What about us women...are.we still allowed to train...i mean to meet and train with the others pack" asked Bea as she looked direct at my eyes looking for any answers as i just stayed silence

"I suggest they come here so that we could protect you more" i spoke politly

"No" she shouted unexpectedly making all of us to turn to her seeing confusion full in her face..

"I mean.....pregnant....yes the luna is pregnant.....their Alpha wont allow her to come here" that made me laugh really hard

"Bea....were the fearless pack in the whole world....who wouldnt allow their mates to not be protected by us"

She was still stunned and said no word

"Hey honey.....its gonna be owkey....trust me" her mate soothened her as we all went back to our unfinished food silently.

Well......the meal was so awekward and it just kept me wondering as to why was she so tensed about the trainers to come i our pack but i just pushed it aside.

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