The Locket Impact

☆10☆"You're too cute."

Dead.

Doesn't it scare most of us?

Dead.

Some people are dying to experience it.

I wonder how it would be. Maybe, I would be reunited with you.

I stare at what I have written in my copy. It was recess time. I didn't feel like eating as usual. I kept re-reading those words again and again and again.

I didn't realise I was staring too long untill the smell of vanilla reaches my nostrils. That makes my heart smile and dance out of joy even though my face looked like I somehow survived a world war.

Should I look at him? Maybe not. But I want to. Um...

"5 days left.", he said and I understood he was talking about my birthday.

"Yeap.", I said.
"What should I give you then? Do you like barbies?", he said and I tried to control my laugh. That was so sweet. I would like barbies but I shouldn't ask him though. That's weird.

"Nothing, just being my friend makes me happy enough. I don't think it will ever replace any present you give to me.", I said and honestly, I think it was a good answer. I don't know. Whatever.

He smiled downwards and looked at me through his blue eyes. Gosh, that look is awesome.

"You're too cute.", he said making me smile.

"I know I am.", I said.

He stared at me. He kept staring at me. He shouldn't be staring at me this way. He was looking at me in a way no friend would ever do. His eyes were revealing his innocence but he looked like he needed something. That was not lust. No, never lust. That was... love?

I tried to make my eyes go down but well, they do enjoy the view don't they?
He looked at my eyes as it was going down. Down to my lips and he looked for a second and looked at the other way. It looked like he was feeling guilty for that. He moved his lips but it was as if words were captured immediately as they were released. As if he wanted to say an apology.

"Hey dude.", some random guy said putting his hand on Sabir's shoulder. His eyes landed on me as he gave Sabir a "Oh I know what you tryna do boy" look.

"Hey, I have to go. See you soon.", he said as he left with his "dude" or whatever.

I am glad he went cause the silence was too addicting. I have to focus on my studies. Relying on a man for emotional comfort seems useless and meaningless too me.

I felt a sound in my stomach. No. Why.

I have to eat.

That is pain.

I didn't bring food.

The canteen would be surrounded with people.

Okay maybe if I just go and take the food and eat, it will be fine right?

What will happen anyways.

I closed my copy and put it back to my bag.
I went outside of the class, to the canteen only to see different type of people. Starting from tall basketball players who are as tall as Sabir, the mean girls keeping an eye out on the popular girls and boys, many people making out and lastly, normal people eating food, everyone was there.

I grabbed a tray and unknown woman gave me some food.

She was pretty. Pretty rude. What's even worse is she probably thinks she looks cool being rude.

I ate a slice of pizza. It was hard as brick. And the milk? It smelled like all the animals from the farm bathed in it. Gosh, I might look pale considering how much I want to vomit right now.

I ate the rest of the food. Disgusting but I should not be wasting food.

Ouch. I felt a huge cramp in my stomach. I saw Sabir looking at me. Couldn't this boy just look at another place or something.

He is pretty. Pretty to watch but I would literally beg him to not watch me right now. Especially in this situation.

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The classes don't seem to end. I felt a slight urge to vomit. But I hold the urge to not vomit in front of the whole class.

The girl I sat beside during the first day was making out. Just as the teacher went out. I can't with this type of people.

1 class left. I just can't seem to not annoyed over anything. I felt annoyed for that too. I can't believe that they made this ridiculous stupid benches. Gosh, I have to control. Everything in this world has to be in a system. Okay but if one wants to be creative? He chosed pain. Pain because one wants to do something in his own way.

Okay. I need to stop now.

But I can't.

I feel so angry. I might as well just pass out right now and regain consciousness again when I am stable.

And the bell rang. Finally.

I think taking a power nap will solve the problem. Just when I was about to leave the classroom, I saw Mrs. Elena coming towards me. She gave me a hug. "Oh dear, I am so glad you came today. Listen, my son is around your age and you may feel lonely. If you ever feel like that, you can always talk with him. He'll get your humour.", she said and I couldn't help but laugh. "I'll consider that", I said as she and I went outside of the classroom, parting ways in the hallway.

I love how friendly this conversation was. It didn't feel like it was a teacher-student formal conversation. Besides, teachers can get so formal. That just sounds so annoying to me. However, there is no problem in being formal. Just being too much formal is.

I saw my mum in the car smiling. She came to pick me up.

Oh, dad's not alive.

I feel like a part of my life has gone away forever.

I went inside of the car, hugged mom. "How was school honey?", she said in such a sweet tone as if all the anger just vanished away. "Good, the classes were kinda boring. But, everything went well.",I said.

And this was the last conversation we had in the car as I fell into sleep. A deep sleep that required both mom and Iram to wake me up.

I think all the sleep I couldn't get in my whole life was fulfilled in this sleep. The weather was nice too. Cloudy, windy, what else could you ask for?

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SO IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME COMING BUT HERE IT IS! MAKE SURE TO ENJOY THIS STORY. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS CHAPTER GUYS?

ALSO, WHAT TYPE OF GENRE DO YOU LIKE IN YOUR BOOKS?

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ALSO, DO YOU GUYS HAVE ANY TEA IN YOUR LIFE?

DO YOU GUYS EXPERIENCE THESE THINGS I MENTIONED IN THIS STORY IRL?

WHEN DO YOU WANT ME TO RELEASE THE NEXT CHAPTER?

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