I thought it would go away...
the pain,
from months ago.
But I was wrong.
Your eyes shimmered,
and you laughed
as tears stained my face.
I remember feeling-
no-
I remember thinking
that I should've seen
that coming.
I should've expected your
abrupt goodbye
the moment we met.
I was just another
innocent notch
on your to do list.
Nothing more-
nothing less.
At first I was angry-
but then the
only thing I felt at all...
was sadness.
I trusted you,
and told you my
secrets.
I let you see me cry.
And you know what's funny?
I wouldn't change it for a second...
that was my first
betrayal of a heart.