Are you mentally unstable too?
Lagi ka bang nalulungkot pero bigla mong naiisip na baka nag o-overreact ka lang kaya biglang hindi ka na malungkot pero hindi ka naman masaya?
Ang gulo noh? Parang ako lang.
Well, you can't blame people like me. We were born to meet other people's expectations, if i fail, dapat di nalang ako nabuhay.
Being like this is NOT easy. Kahit na pagod ka na ay hindi ka pa din pwedeng huminto, di ka pwedeng magpahinga, di ka pwedeng tumigil dahil isang maling galaw mo lang mawawala lahat ng pinaghirapan mo pati lahat ng puyat at pagod mo.
I already gave up expressing my emotions to other people. Kase i realized na kahit kailan walang makakaintindi sakin. They might act like they do, but deep inside they are already judging you from head to toe. They will spread your secrets, your vulnerabilities, and your weaknesses. Kaya simula bata ako, i learned not to trust too much.
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Just Me
Short Story"Don't be too hard on yourself" they said. But i always wanted to be on top, i will do anything to be the best no matter what it takes. My name is Elide, your mentally unstable top student since birth. Pressure is the food i eat, Procastinating is m...