she's quiet, shy and a good girl. he's much older, manipulative, ethereal and fills the void of her absent father. what Happens when he turns out to be her professor?
☆ not romanticising this relationship but actually showing how easily young girls...
That was definitely the worst fucking headache of my life. I couldn't even describe the pain I felt, it was like my head was exploding and I was scared to stand up because I knew damn well everything around me would fucking Spin till my dad came back from the deads. In the corner of my eye, I looked around me for a second and got distracted from my tremendous headache as I realised that I wasnt in my room. The room was clean and neat. The covers were freshly laid and smelled amazing like lavender scented.
Yup that was most definitely not my room. I pressed my hand on my forehead hard and squinted my eyes. On the nightstand beside Me was a water bottle and some aspirin. I swallowed two and got up slowly.
There was a door half opened and it lead to the bathroom. I immediately threw up as if yesterday wasn't enough I mean that's the last thing I could remember vaguely. Next to me was small window. Last night fucked me up so bad that all I needed was fresh air to feel alive again. I saw a pack of cigarette near the window. Ash... I lit up one cigarette and absorbed the cold and fresh morning air that slapped me across the face, sobering me up while also trying to remember what the fuck I did last night
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Why was I at ash's place and why was I half naked? Did we fuck? But mostly, why was i feeling terribly guilty and disgusting. Almost like my chest was heavy and my throat was knotted. I remember going to this crazy ass party with elo OH MY GOD ELORA- I completely forgot about her! I stormed back in the room and looked for my cellphone everywhere. There were zero missed calls so she was probably still asleep I texted her that I was okay and went back to the bathroom.
The memories started resurfacing slowly but surely and I felt absolutely flooded with embarassement when when i remembered what happened on the rooftop. Nooooooo- at that moment I promised myself that I would NEVER drink again. I didn't even care about the guy, I didn't even remember his name! All I could think about was how I betrayed ash. Wait no- I certainly did not. Not after how he made me feel. Wait but if we're not talking anymore then how the hell was I at his place?!
A loud sound interrupted my thoughts. Well look who decided to show up.
He opened the bathroom door and looked at me from head to toe, but it was different this time. It wasn't how he normally looked at me, with sparkles in his eyes and a little smirk. This time he looked different. His Stare was cold and almost looked dissapointed. I knew i was mad at him but the feeling that i made him feel this way really triggered me
"Hey" damn what a warming person.
"Hey, what am i doing here? My head hurts?"
"Well maybe you might know what you were doing at this motherfucker's rooftop at 3a.m?"
Oh shit.
"Why do you care? From what I remember I thought you made it clear That we were not together?"
"Yeah well didn't think you'd be that fucking quick to fuck the first guy you see you slut"
"Excuse me? Now I'm the slut? But when you fucked your student then you didn't see a problem? So mister Ares here, mister perfect guy, mister fucks his students for fun has the right to do and fuck whatever and whoever he wants but once I do it I'm a bad person?"
"Just tell me athena did you fuck him?" I never saw him that angry before.
"Maybe I did. Why the fuck does it matter mhm?"
"Is he better than me? You're telling me that little fucking bitch ass boy made you feel better than me?"
"Oh my fucking god what the actual hell is wrong with you is that what only matters to you? If he fucked me good?"
"No- athena no just tell me"
"Well yeah. He never played me like you did and he most certainly wouldn't fuck me and tell me that de doesn't want me the next day. So yeah, there Is people better than you Ash."
He hissed in anger before adding
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"You know damn fucking well this isn't true athena"
"Oh what do I know ash. I thought you were genuine but I guess I was fucking blind once again." I wasn't even trying to hide my tears anymore because I began to feel weak. I couldn't take it anymore and broke down.
"I never wanted to hurt you i love you!"
"I will never fucking forgive you for letting me go to sleep everyday crying in my bed endlessly while you slept comfortably"
"Athena please-" he reached for my arm
"Don't touch me!" I looked at him I terror but he looked even more petrified when he saw my expression. That is when I noticed the tears in his beautiful blue eyes. His expression was something I never saw before. He looked genuinely hurt. A long silence took place before I added:
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"Listen ash, thank you for putting on the good guy act on and taking care of me after the party after completely destroying my mental health maybe that's a a way reassuring your stupid self centered idiotic self but I do not need you whatsoever and I do not want you in my life nor near me. I have the right to do whatever the fuck I want because I don't owe shit to anyone so do you. You absolutely disgust me bro."
I slammed the door behind me and immediately bursted into tears as I walked out of his house.
