All I Ever Wanted

FOURTEEN

Breyas Pov

the triplets are back from la and we're all currently in school
lunch is next so we're all gonna meet up then
im in history right now.
dylan is in with me here.
i have to keep my mind distracted in order to not think about him or look at him
i still wonder why he did what he did
was i not enough?
or is hannah just better than everyone?
anyways i didnt meet the triplets when i got to school because i was late.
im lowkey excited to meet chris of all them
LOWKEY
hes the only one i feel like im meeting after so long because the excitement is a little too much
probably because we recently just established our friendship again
i look over at dylan.
i had to.
he was already looking at me
i act like i was looking elsewhere.
looking at him makes my heart clench and fall to break in pieces
if thats even close to how hurt i am feeling.
i put my head down.

im looking over at our table and i see the triplets there
i wave happily and rush to the table
i see matt and nick stand up
chris is on his phone
i get there and hug matt
"hey" i say
"how're you?" matt asks breaking the hug
"fine how're you guys" i say going up to nick for a hug
i go up to chris.
hes still on his phone.
enough hurting for one day.
"earth to chris" i say waving at him
he looks at me startled and giggles looking away
okay (?)
he puts his phone down and gets up to hug me
he hugs me real tight for real long
"how're you?" i say
"good" he smiles sitting down again
"its so weird to see you guys get along again" nick comments
"i agree" matt says
lena hasn't been sitting with us since dylan cheated on me.
yea i know.
i avoid thinking about that because theres already alot on my mind
we all joke around through the break
chris takes part in the conversations.
sometimes.
he was on his phone for the most part.
ouch.

the triplets agree on driving me home from school
nick shotguns and sits in the passenger today
thats odd
me and chris sit in the back
i get on my phone and send a few texts
"breya" i hear chris
"yes"
"did you see dylan today"
"he was in history today but thats it"
"he didn't tell you anything?"
"nope why?"
"no i just don't want him around you" he says
"i'll make sure about that myself" i say

i get home and lay in my bed for hours
how much ever i avoid thinking about dylan
i cannot.
im pretty sure this is gonna scar me for life
i dont but the pit in my stomach never seems to go away
idk if it was the accident or THE accident
dylan was always such a great boyfriend
him cheating was the last thing i could think of
he made me feel special and towards the end,loved
its getting so much harder now that i have to see him in school
he hurt me more than anyone ever has.
not even chris.

Chris Pov

nessa and i have been texting the whole time since i got here
i think (?) i like her
shes pretty and funny sometimes
this is the first girl i have liked in a long a time
we've been talking so much that i haven't gotten the time to text breya
even though it was on my mind since the second i got home,i've been texting nessa all day
i finally switch the app and go on instagram

@spideyshoe

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shes so hurt.
its hurting me
i wish i could help her
just for a moment take her mind off of this
she always does this.
sides her feelings and pretends like nothing ever happened
BUT IT HAPPENED
that bitch broke my breyas heart
my (?) ANYWAYS
he broke breyas heart,at a time she needed him most
its almost as if i can feel the pain she's going through
but im certain its not even 2% as close to hers
i should call her,get her mind to rest

Breyas Pov

i am going through instagram whilst munching on some goldfish whilst tears are running down my face

Chris calling 📞

accept                   decline

To Be Continued

authors note
short chapter🤭