Broken - Carlos Sainz

14

I would be with a girl like you.
Did he really said that? Is he saying that he likes me? I would be with a girl like you. He could also mean someone else. He would mean someone else. It is nowhere possible that he would be with me.

"I am serious Lisa." He murmers his eyes are locked onto my figure while we are still strolling down the beach.

He grabs my hand to make me stop walking. I look up to him and meet his eyes. The smile he is showing is soft and gentle, the smile is also reaching his eyes, he can just melt my heart with one look. With one smile he makes my knees weak and is letting fireworks explode in my mind. Butterflies flying around in my stomach. He really ment what he said.

"Lis, you are the person I want to be with. You are my sunshine on the darkest days. You are my brightest star on a dark night. You are the person I want to be with."

He does mean it.

In a reflex I bite my lower lip. I really didn't knew that this is what he thought. I didn't knew he saw me this way. The guys had told me some things and I told them what I feel for him. But I would have never thought that he really would be into me.

The moment is perfect, the beach is gorgeous, there are small waves, the sky is showing the most beautiful colours. It is the most beautiful sky I have ever seen. "You have been my happy place for a while now. When I was with Harry, you where the one on my mind. You are showing me what it means to be happy and relaxed. You are showing me what it means to genuine care about someone. I would really like to give this, us a chance." I say softly.

The smile on his face is only growing wider and wider. The golden sky lighting up his eyes and making his skin glow. He is perfect for me. Not because of his looks, I must admit he does look handsome as hell. But he is making me experience what it means to care for someone. To love someone.
I am in love with Carlos Sainz.

He takes a step closer and brushes a loose strand of hair out of my face and places it behind my ear.
The way his fingertips run over my skin, is leaving tingles behind. "I really like you as well Carlos." I whisper softly.
I lean in as well and have my eyes locked with his. Our lips are only a couple centimeters apart. I can feel his breath on my skin. It feels warm and tingly.

Carlos closes the gap and places his lips onto mine. I close my eyes and instinctly wrap my arms around him, both his hands are on my lower back and he pulls me even closer.
The kiss is something I have never felt before. It is not like just a kiss. It's different. This is the type of kiss I want to experience forever. It makes me feel warm and tingly, the butterlfies and fireworks are everywhere. He makes me feel loved.

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It is the Monaco grand prix today. Well it's free practise but it is still race weekend. Am I excited to be here? Not really. This is the track where it all happend.

The last couple weeks where great. I haven't spent a day without Carlos. It is safe to say that I am in love with him. My parents are really happy that we are together and I believe his parents are as well. After this race we will fly, yes fly, who would have thought I would be flying so much? We will fly to Barcelona for the Spanish grand prix. I will see his parents and sisters again. I have spoken to them on facetime and over text, Carlos gave his sisters my phonenumber because he believed we would get along really well. He is not wrong tho, his sisters are really nice. They share the same humor as Carlos and they know his embarassing and hillarious stories.

Pascalle and Arthur walk into the garage and smile when they see me. I haven't seen Pascalle since my first apperance back on the grid. She pulls me into a hug and gently rubs my back. "I am so happy to see you here. I heard from Charles and Arthur that you are together with Carlos?"

I blush at her comment. I should have told her this earlier. She is like a mom to me and she has given me some of the best advice I have ever gotten in my life. "I am and I am sorry for not contacting you any sooner." I mumble as I pull away from the hug.

"It's okay darling, as long as you are happy." She smiles and swings her back around her shoulder. "We are getting a coffee together."

I know what she is doing and I appreciate it. We will be getting a coffee while the forumla one drivers are on track for their first free practise. She wants to get my mind off. Good thing I haven't started a job on the grid yet. I am still not sure on what to do. They do need an answer by the end of next week.

"Give me a minute to get my bag." I say as I make my way towards Carlos his driversroom. I knock the door and open it after he told me to come in.

"I am having coffee with Pascale. I am not sure when I am back." I explain.

Carlos gives me a quick kiss, "I will miss my lucky charm." He mumbles against my lips. I softly chuckle and shake my head, "I am still here, I am only getting a coffee." I assure him, I give him another kiss and leave his driversroom so he can get ready for the practise.

While I sit down, I place my sunglasses onto my nose. The weather here in Monaco is amazing. Although they did predict rain for sunday, I hope the race wont get to crazy because of it.
I take a sip of my coffee and sit back in my chair. "I am thankful that you are here." Pascale smiles, her smile is warm and feels like home.

"Well I am still not really sure if it was a good idea to be here." I say as I grab my coffee cup and make the coffee twirl around inside the cup. Whenever I am nervous or bored I have to get something in my hands and move it around.

Pascale and I talk for what seems like hours. I am thankful for having her in my life. "We should head back, the second free practise is also done." Pascale says as she gets up. I follow her gesture and get up from the chair.

While we are making our way back to the garage, I see Kelly waving. "I will be there in a minute." I smile.
I turn back around to go to Kelly and her daughter, until someone firmly grabs my arm. In an instinct I harshly pull away but the grip is only getting tighter. I look up to see who it is. My heart sinks when my eyes meet Harry his dark blue ones.