Hi! So, I literally just finished my graduation ceremony.
I had a panic attack an hour before I even got to the building, and then had a panic attack immediately afterwards bc I got lost in the parking lot. They didn't let us have our phones during the ceremony, so my mom had my phone, so I couldn't call them. So I just stumbled my way over to them.
And then my 15yo brother decided to be an asshole. Like, I was on the brink of a panic attack (bc I was lost in a GIANT crowd), and so his way of "teasing" me was to say, verbatim, "that robe looks horrible on you." And then when I almost punched him (bc I legitimately did almost punch him, I had to force myself to pull my hand back to avoid a scene), he said "chill, I was just teasing you". Like bro, there is a difference between teasing someone and being an asshole. ESPECIALLY since he's a sexist and racist douchebag, and is seemingly only an asshole to the girls in my family (ESPECIALLY me bc he knows exactly how to push my buttons—what he doesn't realize tho is one day he'll piss me off and will end up flying through a fucking wall).
ANYWAY! My back hurts, my feet hurt, and my family hasn't stopped bugging me all week about this—even now. Like, yes, I know, I graduated. Yes, I know, it's a big deal. Especially since I'm the first to graduate highschool on my dads side of the family since my grandma's sister (who passed like 5 years ago). However, I don't like everyone constantly shoving it down my throat.
Especially since they decided to IMMEDIATELY bombard me with questions like "what do you want for dinner?" "Hey, wanna take a picture now?" "So, what's it feel like to be a graduate?"
Like, for the love of god, MY BACK HURTS AND IM IN THE MIDDLE OF A PANIC ATTACK, MAYBE GIVE ME A FUCKING MINUTE????
*sigh*
Anyway
I'm an adult now. Hooray.
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