K Pop One Shots

Meant To Be

You sat on the couch. Thinking deeply. You love him that's sure and so does he. But are you ready for this?

No you barely have any time to spend with him now a days . You are the Cyber Security Assistant Head at Korean International Agency. You are mostly busy yet you find time for him.
He is a Kpop idol. He is busy as well with his schedules and practices.You've been dating him for almost 3 years now. He's young and cheerful. He's running behind his dreams. His passion keeps him up and he dusts himself up everytime he falls.

You are already 34 he's only 26. He has dreams and hopes. He wants to be successful. He wants to lead his group to success. He aspires to be the best. He is not afraid of trying new things.

But what about you? You are at the stage in your life where you are contend with the way things are. You are afraid to try new things. You are afraid of heartbreaks. Your existence feels mundane to you sometimes. You are growing old.

And you know that your boyfriend has a long way ahead and a bright future. You don't want to be the one who holds him back. You can't tie him down not now nor never.
That's why you are confused whether to keep this baby. You are 6 weeks pregnant. You found out last week. You don't know what you should do. You are afraid whether you will have enough time for this baby if you decide to raise this baby alone. Cause he is clearly out of the picture. You should take him out of your life. A baby isn't something he needs in his life now.

Maybe he will be happy and will accept it. Maybe he will even ask you to marry him. You want to marry him but not like this. This way it is rushed. He is forced into this situation. You want him to ask you to marry him when he feels like it.You can't just tie him down with this baby. He is young and wild. He has to experience the world before settling down. And this baby won't help with that.

Your phone chimed indicating a message. It was from him. "I have got to practice late, won't be coming home tonight. Love ya.' It read.
You replied with a small ok.
This is what you wanted, you wanted to be alone.
You leaned back on the couch.
It isn't about the the two of you. It's bigger much bigger, that you don't wanna think about. This could cost him his whole career and you don't want that.

7 years later

You were woken up by sloppy wet kisses covering your faces. You slowly opened your eyes adjusting to the light. You saw your 2 year old twins, your baby boys - Choi Seungkwan and Choi Hansol, smiling at you showing their little milk teeths. You pulled them towards your chest and they settled down on either side of you hugging you with their tiny hands. You wondered how they got out of their cribs, looking at your left side only to find it empty. You understood he was the one who took them out.
"Wakey Mumma" the boys whined.
"Mumma lazy, wanna sleeeeep" you said in a baby voice.
"How does breakfast in bed sound Mumma?" A raspy voice asked. You looked towards the door frame and smiled at your lovely husband - Choi Seungcheol. He walked closer to you and held your chin before kissing your lips. "Sounds good" you replied.He nodded and went out of the room.
Seungcheol worked hard to achieve his dreams. He worked day and night. He followed his passion and you were there supporting him in each and every failure and success. You were always there for him, someone he could always come home to.You never looked back at the decisions you made cause you know it was for the best.

You placed a pillow on the sides to prevent the kids from falling and got out off the bed and went into the bathroom. You took the pregnancy test and waited for the result. It showed two pink lines and tears flowed down your cheeks.
He asked you to marry him 3 years ago you said yes without thinking twice. You were soon conceived with the twins.
You are pregnant again after 2 years. You felt happy. You don't regret your past decisions. You are pregnant for the third time.He still doesn't know and you intend to keep it that way. A secret to carry to the grave.It was the best thing to do for your family.You wiped your tears and smiled looking at your reflection.
Cause this is how it's Meant To Be...
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The End