Savage Love ♡--- Miles Teller x Reader Smut

Guilt

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. The chapter contains elements of toxic relationships and cheating – lot's of red flags, so trigger warning for that. Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Your Point of View ---

She must have been around, so she lied about where she was going, holy fucking shit you felt so awkward about this, you had a feeling that she saw the kiss – you couldn't imagine how that must have felt seeing that.

She gave you a cursory glance, then she looked beside you and narrowed her eyes at Miles.

"I'll leave the two of you alone." You stood and walked away, you knew that this wasn't really something you needed to be involved in, you walked to the entrance and turning your stomach you made your way down the pyramid.

You walked up to the guard, who recognized you.

"How in the fuck did another person that isn't an authored archaeologist or someone with me was allowed to pass?"

Sheepishly he looked down and blushed, you didn't need to ask, she was a very beautiful women and no doubt flirted her way past him.

"Please don't let it happen again." Slowly you walked back to the RV, unsure of what was going to happen of what they were going to talk about, but you knew that you had to give them some space.

You laid down on the bed with a sigh, you didn't mean to fall asleep, but it happened, instantly you were thrown back into the past.

You were on the ground, sitting on a straw mat working some maze, you realized you were preparing to make tamales.

"I had no choice, I'm sorry, I hated every moment of it, she doesn't know about you, I'm sure of it."

You didn't look up, but you knew it was Miles, well miles of the past.

"You are married now, we can not keep on doing this, if I have to leave to Palenque to stay I will."

"I'm not giving you up or going anywhere, and you are not going anywhere."

Now you turned and faced him, seeing him always jarred you because of how handsome he was, and his brown eyes so clear and loving.

"You can't keep seeing me, she is of the higher class, I'm just a temple maiden."

"You can push me away all that you like, but I am not going anywhere...meet me tonight at the cenote, I have a gift for you."

With that he walked away, you wanted to deny him and walk away, but you knew that you would go right to him.

--- Miles Point of View ---

"I'm sorry."

"We are separated not divorced; do you have any idea what it felt like seeing you kiss her like that...she seems nice but I didn't think she was your type Miles."

I shook my head; I really didn't want to know what she meant by that and I wasn't in the mood to argue or fight with her.

"I'm sorry that I was so public about it."

"Do you love her."

"Yes."

"You just met her."

I had no idea how to explain the odd memoires or how she seemed to be submissive and loving, perfect for what I wanted in a woman.

"It's something I can't explain."

"Do you want a divorce?"

That was something that I couldn't answer right away, it was something that I needed to deeply think about. 

"I don't know."

"What if I insist that you give her up?"

"I don't think that I can do that."

We looked at one another, I would be lying if I didn't say I still cared and loved her, and I still found her attractive.

Something passed between us that had passed between us before, I wasn't sure who stepped forward but our lips met and I wrapped my arms around her shoulders. Kissing her was familiar, and she did have a way with me – that is why I married her.

I felt like this was wrong but...fuck I couldn't stop.

--- Your Point of View ---

{3 Hours Later}

You were woken up by feeling some weight on you, you opened your eyes, moaning as you felt Miles familiar kiss going down your neck.

"Miles..."

"Shhh, we are not going to talk about her..." Your eyes narrowed; you could hear something like guilt in his tone of voice. 

Reaching up, I made him look at me. I saw he guilt in his eyes.

"What did you do?"