Missing Him (Creek)

#35

Tricia shrugs at their remarks.

We all just sit there for a bit. I put my hand on Tweeks thigh snd rubs just a bit.

Just to assure him I'm here.

I look over at Kenny, he's watching my hand.

I move to Tweeks inner thigh close to his dick.

Tweeks blushing but looking away so no one see's.

I look at Kenny. He makes eye contact with me.

"Uh.. do you maybe want to go to the bedroom?"

"Why?"

"How are we supposed to have a conversation when you're romancing with Tweek?"

I shrug. I guess he has a point.

I get up. "We will be back."

Kenny nods and gets up too.

We walk to the room and he shuts the door.

I sit on the bed and he sits next to me.

"Is there anything particular you wanted to talk to me about?"

"Yeah."

"Hm?"

He puts his hand on my thigh practically where my dick is. He is very forward.

I look over at him and he kisses me.

He slips his tongue in my mouth. He taist so damn good, what the hell.

I push him away and get up.

Fuck.

He backs me to a wall and puts his hand on my lower stomach. He finds out real quick I like it there.

My stomach tightens. He's realy close to me.

He whispers in my ear, deep, and kinda raspy.

"You're so fucking hot I can't take it."

His hand moves lower.

I put one hand on his chest and the other on the back of his neck.

I kiss him putting my tongue against his.

He taist amazing. I rub his chest and move my hand all around his torsos, his body is perfect.

Tweek.

SHIT.

I can't do this.

I need to stop.

I stop and move my hands away from him.

"I can't do this."

"Sure you can."

"No I realy can't. Tweek and I started dating and I can't do that to him a second time. This was bad enough, you need to leave."

"We probably aren't ever going to talk again, huh?"

I nod. I have to stay away from him.

He nods and walks out the door.

Fuck.

How am I going to tell Tweek this.

I find my way to the living room Kenny is saying goodbye to Tricia.

I totally forgot about her and Karen.

I sit down next to Tweek and hug him.

"Whats going on? Are you okay?" He puts his arms around me.

I stay silent I can't tell him infront of the others.

I don't even know how im going to tell him. I'm so scared, I don't want to hurt him, I don't want him to leave me.

I'm such an awful person.

Tears roll down my face. I haven't even told him and I'm crying.

I put my face on his shoulder, I don't want anyone to see me cry.

Tweek hugs me tighter.

"I-I love you.."

"I love you too, so much Craig."

"I... uh... fuck." I look at him.

"I need to tell you something." Tears continue to run down my face. I try to whipe them but there's to much.

"Alone?"

I nod.

We get to the bedroom and I shut the door.

"Whats going on?"

"Um.. T-Tweek.." I'm chocking on my words. I dont want to tell him.

"I.. I kissed Kenny.. just for a few seconds.."

He looks frozen.

I can't even look at him. I know this hurts him. My chest hurts.

"Im sorry.. I-I kicked him out..... I'll block him, and never talk to him again. Whatever you want me to do ill do it. I'm so sorry." I look at him. My tears get bigger.

Tears form in his eyes. "I keep wanting to belive your different from a few years ago... but your not."

"No I am! Please I am!"