I wake up and my eyes hurt
I look in my mirror and my eyes are red and puffy from crying all night
I wash the dried tears off my cheeks and still feel extremely sad
I lay in my bed and scroll through my phone
12 missed calls from Nicky
21 missed calls from Matty b
32 missed calls from Chrissy38 unread messages from Chrissy
23 unread messages from Matty b
34 unread messages from NickyFirst Nick. My best friend
Nicky: are you ok..
Nicky: can I come over
Nicky: babes, please answer me
More unread messages.
Now Matt
Matty b: I saw what Chris did I'm so sorry yn
Matty b: Chris wants to talk
Matty b: are you okay
Matty b: please answer us were worried
Now..Chris.
Chrissy: babe..
Chrissy: you dont understand
Chrissy: can we please talk
Chrissy: please yn
Chrissy: you don't get it
Chrissy: are you ok
Chrissy: please answer me
Chrissy: I'm coming over
Shit he's coming over
I put my hair in a bun and sit in my bed on my phone curled up in a ball
I hear footsteps coming upstairs and Chris appears in the door
I pretend he's not there
"Yn..." he comes in
I ignore him and continue on my phone
"Babe please answer me" he sits on my bed
"Don't 'babe' me" I stand up and walk out of the room and downstairs
He follows "please let me explain" he comes behind me
"No. The pictures already explained it for me. I get it" I stare at him
"Your eyes..." he reaches his hands put to my face and touches my cheeks softly
I turn my head away and he backs up
"Sorry.." he says quietly
"Your sorry. Sorry? For what, cheating on me?" I feel my voice getting shaky again
"You don't understand" he repeats
"No..I understand. I understand that maybe we shouldn't be together" I look at the ground hiding my tears
"Yn no" his voice shakes
I stay silent
"...ok" he says quietly
I sniffle. He comes and opens his arms and I hug him tightly
"I'm sorry" he wipes his nose and I left go
"Goodbye" he says "bye.." I reply and he walks out shutting the door behind him
I drop to my knees and start sobbing into my hands
A few minutes later the door bursts open and nick emerges inside slamming it shut and running to me
He wraps his arms around me and hugs me tightly
He stands me up and brings me to the couch sitting me down
"Do you wanna talk about it" he sits
"Sure" I cough
"So what happened" he asks
"I ended it. I told him that maybe we should be together" I say looking down at my ring
"I'm sorry yn" nick frowns
"It's whatever" I look away
"Do you wanna be alone?" He asks and I nod
"Thanks nic" I smile slightly and he smiles back
He hugs me and then leaves
I go up to my room and I lay in bed on my phone again
-time skip to late night
I decide to watch the triplets new video, honestly I just wated to see Chris.
It was a car video and they were answering q&a questions
The entire video nick and Matt kept poking Chris because he kept staring off into space and zoning out
I keep checking my phone but Chris never messaged me
Chris pov--
We recorded our car video today and the entire time I was staring off thinking about yn
I can't believe it's over
I loved her..I love her.
Matt and nick kept telling me to pay attention the entire video
"Chris the video if gonna look so choppy if I have to keep cutting out you not paying attention" nick says
"K sorry" I say annoyed
Once we drove back home I went up to my room and went to bed without eating
Yn pov-
I wake up the next morning and Matt texted me
Matty b: wanna come hangout?
Me: uh yeah sure I'll be over soon
I showered and brushed my wet hair out and went to get dressed and saw the fresh love hoodie I always wore
I thought about wearing it but chose a black Nike hoodie instead
And some shorts then I went to their house
I walked inside and Matt was on the couch with Nick
"Hey" I said quietly and sat by Matt
"Heyy" they responded
"We're watching a movie" Matt says and I nod
I'm sitting there watching the movie and Chris walks in the door and notices me
We lock eyes for a few seconds and his face is red
I look away and he goes into the kitchen to get food I guess
He walks into his room and shuts the door
I pretend I never saw him and we finish the movie and i go home
YOU ARE READING
You and me - Chris Sturniolo
FanfictionY/n moves back to Boston, where her childhood bestfriends lived. The sturniolos. and she decides she still has feelings for her ex chris