My Hidden Desires

Not again

Matthew Gray Gubler and I met years Ago on the set of a show called criminal minds. I played the unsub kat. I was a big role for only 3 episodes total. We were decent friends back then, I wouldn't say close but we shared a lot together.
A year later, him and I were run ups for a golden globe award, he won. I wasn't upset at the lost but I was upset what he did after that. He would rub it in my face and even went far enough to go on interviews and talk about embarrassing story that half the time weren't even true. He had no right to publicly humiliate me like that. I hated him ever since

To see him standing in front of me made my blood boil, I had no words. We kept eye contact for way to long , I already had thoughts of ripping him stupid face off.
No way I was working with him. I quickly text my brother about the situation that was unfolding in front of me. I look down for a moment when I felt a presence next to me sitting down , I look up from my phone to see Matthew chose one out of the many of the empty spots around to be the one next to me.

"Long time no see Olivia" I scoffed as he said my name in a sly tone.
"Great I get to work with you , my lucky day" I say with sarcasm dripping out , I roll my eyes and continue to text my brother.
"You look quite lovely in that dress" he starts to pull at the fabric. I pull away and give him a warning glance. He gives a loud laugh and turns to talk to the other people at the table.
As I look down at my phone , my brother told me I can't leave the movie because I had already signed a agreement contract and that I would just have to push through.
I felt like I wanted to cry, no way this was happening to me , out of all people , why him.
I over hear him talking about how he won the golden globe award, I chuckled from how self centered he was acting , trying to piss me off.
He quickly turned to me and gave me a questioning glance.
"What's so funny Olivia" I shook my head and ignored him. He leaned closer towards me and spoke in my ear.
"Don't make this night about you" I chuckled again
"Funny that's coming from you" I say side glancing at him.
"Does your mouth do anything more useful than giving attitude?" He said in a low tone with his head tilted to the side.
Shivers were sent down my spine. What the hell does he mean by that, did he hit his head or something?
I move my head to the other side of me and built a conversation with the other person to ignore his dumb comment.

The night continues and Matthew had said nothing els to me thank god. We all start to head out and leave, I was ready for this evening to end.
I say goodbye to everyone and even got some of the people's numbers to maybe build more social connections.
I start to walk to my car when I felt someone walking behind me. I turn around to see his annoying face.
"Why are you following me weirdo" I say in slight anger
"Oh don't be full of yourself, I am simply going to my car" he point to his tan Chevrolet suburban park right next to my car. I roll my eyes and continue to my car.
"I can't wait to be working with you Olivia" he said smirking. I just continued to unlock my car and as I open my door , a pair of hand quickly shut my door.
"What the fuck is your problem" I turned quickly with anger obviously expressed on my face.
"Easy tiger , I am simply trying to have a convo , but you keep rudely ignoring me" I scoff
"But you didn't find I rude to embarrass me or you don't find it rude to shut my car door in my face. Go away I already have to deal with you at work , just leave me while I still have peace" I am basically yelling. He starts to back up , I could see this look in his eyes. Was it guilt? Did he actually feel bad? Probably not he is most likely not capable of that. He nods his head and went to his car. I get in mine , I am not ready for how this will play out
I finally get back home . I jump on my bed and scream in my pillow. Patches comes up next to me and gives me small sandpaper kisses on my cheek.
I grab my phone and face time my best friend Savannah to tell her about tonight. She picks up the phone.
"Girl you are not going to believe what happened tonight"