Lucius~(Hiatus)

1

"It's fine!" I chanted like a mantra as I passed through the hallways of Soven High, my new school.
With my constant chanting and the ability to be invisible I reached my locker.
I ran to my class as soon as I arranged my things, I prayed for no one to be in the class but I knew that it was another prayer of mine that was about to be ignored.
"All is well" I whispered even though I knew nothing would go well and as I predicted as soon as I se my foot inside the classroom I heard someone pass the comment-
"Ugly"
My face fell and my legs wobbled.
"Silence." The teacher commanded but it didn't help at all as now I could feel even more deathly stares.
Sir motioned me to take a seat and I took a corner where no one would see me.

I, Sapphire Blue, 16 year old with a face that clearly told that I was going through puberty was probably the most shy and awkward girl you could find. I had jet black hair and I wore braces that made me panic all the time I tried to interact.

I stared at the beauty of nature through my window. Yes, I had a nice seat.
I hoped that at least in this school I wouldn't be bullied like I had been in my previous school. All I wanted was a peaceful life.
But for me it was impossible.....

"Damn, you are ugly." The girl with the giant ass giggled, I guess her name was Amy.
I smiled nervously as I tried to think of a way to get past this group of girls who were preventing me from going to canteen.
"Why did you have so many pimples?" Another girl joined Amy.
"Why do you have such fat lips?" I wanted to say but I didn't because from my long experience of getting bullied I knew when these meatheads would be satisfied and when provoked.
I gave my nervous smile and to tell the truth I was a scaredy cat to retort against them.
"She's still in her hormonal phase and I guess will never grow out of it." One of them stated and everyone laughed.
Well, I couldn't understand what was so funny about it.
I bit my lip and clenched my fists.
Was I going to go through the same thing as before without even fighting for myself even once like a coward?

"Hey-" my voice was shaky but for this one time I decided to stand up for myself eventhough it was terrifying. "You are being mean to me." And as soon as I said that I wish I hadn't cause their glares made my heart reach my throat.

'Hey diary,
                   I got beaten up on my first day of school. Yeah I know I'm a loser.'

Ehhh. I am writing after a long time so it's probably gonna suck.
Thanks for reading.