✨my diary/thoughts✨

dream?

bro i had this weird dream and im not even sure it was a dream

ok it was in the early morning and i think i was sleeping

IF it was a dream then dream me couldnt sleep and kept thinking about murder

not me murdering people, but in the dream i had watched a horror movie and i recognized someones name from the movie and was like "omg we're related, like my great great great aunt was murdered??" and then dream me kept thinking about her brother or father or some guy killed her and then some voice kept telling me to go to sleep and stop thinking about horror and gore cuz its 3 am

idk if that last part was in the dream or not i have no idea if i was awake or not

maybe it was just me thinking to myself to stop dreaming so i can sleep

wait but

yeah idfk

my dreams have gotten super realistic recently so i dont know if i have real memories or if they were just dreams

cuz in the maybe dream, dream me woke up and saw exactly what real me would see if i woke up in that exact position

like idk if it were a dream i feel like it wouldve looked a bit off but maybe it was real?????

also there was no murder in my family

that i know of

i mean the part i definitely dreamt isnt real cuz i remember the muderer's name was david richards or something and im not directly related to anyone with that name

but some really distant (and dead) relative of mine (probably my great grandpa's fourth cousin or smth) did accidentally kill his wife

so

theres that