" WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" I shied away from him. Jrry has been shouting at me for and hour. I tried ignoring it but now it was becoming scary, I've never seen him this angry. I was hugging s cushion that was on the sofa squeezing it so no tears would fall out from my eyes. I looked up at Harry for the first time his eyes were a bright green, full of anger and betrayal things that I have caused. no one was going to forgive me. Ever.
" I'm sorry" I whisper as I felt his eyes drilling into my head.
" Sorry it's not good enough, everyone was out looking for you all night where were you?" his voice was quieter but you could stil hear his anger.
" what do you want me to do?" I scream out him, I had lost the battle the tears were streaming down my face, I sat there staring at Harry. his eyes still full of anger. but looked dull.
" how could you? why? why would you want to worry us like that?"
Anger built inside me, I don't know why I was so angry, I just didn't want to be a little girl anymore. I could so what I wanted. I wanted to go to that part so I went. Harry is not my owner.
" I wanted to go, I knew you were going to say no so whats the point!? I was going anyway" I quietly said back I knew I was making matters worse. I sighed my head was pounding now I guess the aspirin had worn off now.. my feet were swollen and my eyes were very drooping I would've fallen asleep if I was constantly reminded of what a bad person I was.
I hugged the cushion again. I didn't want to let more tears out. I looked out of the window watching London. it was so noisy but so perfect. I twisted my head to face Harry. he was standing there on his phone, I sighed and got up. he immediatly looked up with questioning eyes. I shook my head and headed to my room. I jumped onto my lucious heaven of a bed. my head hit the plump pillow and my eyes closed. Terrible dreams now entering my head.
