((DISCONTINUED)) Fate Brought Us Together (SabiGiyuu)

Discoveries and Sickness

 ~GIYUU POV~

We just finished P.E and were onto the last class of the day, History. I quickly pulled out my chair, and collapsed into it while panting heavily. I feel so dizzy...my head hurts so much...black spots surrounded my vision...I tried blinking my eyes a few times, but nothing helped. I still felt dizzy...my head hurts so much...I feel cold...I suspect I have fever...I've been feeling sick since this morning but I didn't say anything, since we have exams today. "Tomioka-san, are you okay?" Kanroji asked, her eyes shining with concern. "Here, Tomioka-san! You can drink some water from my bottle! Don't worry, I haven't used it yet!" She offered while handing me his water bottle. "Thank you..." I mumbled before taking the bottle from Kanroji and gulping down the liquid. "Are you sure you're okay? You look really flushed..." Kanroji mumbled anxiously. "Yes...I'm fine..." I panted slowly while giving her a small smile. "If you say so, Tomioka-san...But if you need anything, I'm here to help!" Kanroji stated confidently. "Also, Tomioka-san, your smile is so cute!!! Iguro-san had told me you smiled in front of him, but I wanted to see it myself! I'm so happy I made you smile! Please smile more often Tomioka-san!!!" 

 "Alright, class as you may already know, today is the day of you History test!" Miss Smith called out, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Good luck, Tomioka-san!" Kanroji whispered. "You too." I whispered back before turning my attention back to Miss Norris. "I'll be passing the papers out shortly. Make sure you don't cheat. You may start when you get your paper." Miss Norris stated before passing out the exams. I could feel her approaching closer to our table. Minutes passed before I noticed the sheet of paper laying front of me. Huh? She already gave me my paper? I didn't notice... I silently started flipping through the pages. Ok...question 1...

I read the question over a few times, not understanding anything. I remember revising this. I stayed up all night yesterday studying for this. I know I did this topic, but I can't make sense of anything. I know the answer, I know it in the back of my head but...for some reason...I can't...I'll come back to it later...

I tried looking at the other questions, but the words were unreadable. It's as if they were merging into each other. My head's spinning...I feel cold...Focus! This exam is more important! It's so cold...I feel weak...I want to sleep...You have to do this exam! My throat hurts...I feel hungry...it's cold...my nose is running...I want to go home...I want to crawl into my bedsheets and pass out. 

"15 MORE MINUTES LEFT!" Huh...? Didn't she just pass out the papers? What have I been doing? I tried looking up at the clock only for the whole room to spin wildly. What's happening? "Achoo!" I heard someone sneeze. Why can't everyone shut up? Why do people have to be so loud? "Tik tok, tik tok..." The seconds passed by on the clock before it was overshadowed by a ringing in my ear...'Ringgggggg!' A painful ringing in my ear occured. Please make it stop...It's so loud...It hurts...Everything hurts so much...Black spots danced around my vision, and pain shot through my head before it all went black. I vaguely registered my head banging against something hard and a bunch of screams before I fell asleep. 

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I awoke to the warm feeling of hands running through my hair. Mhm...I feel warm and happy... I tried to concentrate on the feeling as much as possible, trying to ignore the pain. I focused on the way their fingers would twirl my hair around before letting it go...I focused on the way their fingers would softly massage my head...It felt good...I felt loved...Their fingers are so soft, and loving...like nee-san's...

I'm sorry, nee-san...I'm sorry I failed to protect you that day...I'm sorry you had to sacrifice your life for me that day...I'm sorry...Mom died while giving birth to me, yet you never once blamed me for her death...You never harboured any ill feelings for me...You always took care of me...You comforted me when father was rude to us...You never thought ill about him either...I'm sorry I wasn't able to give you what you deserve...I'm sorry you had me as your younger brother...