The One I've Longed

chapter 1

It was a normal day at U.A. High. Class 1. A was having fun outside
After a long day of school.

Izuku's pov

"Hey Todoroki-chan do you want to study with me" I said.
I was feeling a little down today and hoped that studying would take my mind off the awful day I had.
"Yeah sure," Todoroki said snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Oi deku " Kacchan yelled "Yes kacchan," I said not in the mood for his bullshit. Kacchan walked over to me "Look kacchan I'm not in the mood for your bullshit can you leave me alone " Kacchan looked at me in shock. " m-midoria did you just cuss " Todoroki said In shock. I completely ignored him "Kacchan if it's nothing important can leave me the fuck alone " I got up and left heading to my dorm.

katsuki's pov

I stood there in shock not knowing what to do. I went to shitty hair and explained what just happened. " dude you messed up "dunce face said "I know, I fucking know, I was just going to ask him if he wanted food, I'll go see him" I said still In shock
As I was about to leave shitty hair stopped me " I don't think it's a good idea " he told me  "Well too bad. I need to talk to him" I went to find Deku. I stopped at the corner listening to what Icy-hot and Deku were talking about
" I wish he'd leave me alone. I've had enough of the way he treats me" Deku said crying "It's okay. Do you want me to talk to him" Todoroki said clearly really mad. I walked the other way about to fucking cry. I ran to my dorm as fast as I could avoiding everyone trying to hide the fact that I was crying. I sat in my bed crying my heart out. I know I was mean but that fucking hurt. I love him and care so much about the one person I truly care about. I fucking hurt. I thought to myself. I got up grabbed my keys and phone walking out ignoring everyone's questions. " I'm going out," I said sounding a lot more down than I wanted to it made me feel weak and pathetic. " you good bakubabe " Raccoon eyes gave me a don't lie to my look. She was one of my best friends but she wouldn't understand " I'm fine. Can't a man go out jeez " my voice came out a lot ruder than planned but I couldn't give a shits. " have dinner ready when I get back don't burn the dorms down, you and pink cheeks" I walked out I was so fucking tired I knew how much I'd been an ass to Deku. Deku I really shouldn't call him that, Deku. Fuck deku his name is izuku. He has such a pretty name and his eyes his forest green eyes that I loved. And his hair. Oh, his hair is so beautiful and green. He'd so beaut-wait what am I even thinking?

Izuku's pov

I had gone back to my room I felt bad for snapping at Kacchan. Tch kacchan, the nickname I gave him. I miss it when we were friends and he cared about me. He's changed so much that I miss my best friend. The one who always knew how to make me smile. He hurt me so much but I just can't bring myself to hate him. I focused on studying

-------------------Time skip to 1am

It was so late I couldn't sleep my thoughts were overcoming any tiredness I had. I hadn't heard from Katsuki. It's going to take a while to get used to calling him that. Katsuki. I preferred kacchan but it hurt too much it reminded me of the good times. When we got along. I wonder if that day would come if we'd ever have a friendship/relationship like we used to. If I'm honest I loved him he was strong and brave. Never scared to jump into action when needed he was smart and hot- 'izuku focus'. I told myself. I tried focusing on relaxing my body and getting sleep but I couldn't help but worry. I hadn't heard from each Katsuki since my outburst. He'd be fine though. He usually goes to bed at 8 pm and it was 1 in the morning. Mina had said he went out, but knowing Katsuki he never goes out at night. I finally decided to send him a text

In text

Izuku: hey katsuki. Are you back yet just making sure you're okay sorry for earlier didn't mean to yell.
Katsuki: oh, it's fine I'm not back yet I'm on my way
Izuku: it's one in the morning what are you doing up
Katsuki: jeez sorry. I just got to my dorm btw. I'm probably gonna head to bed.
Izuku: okay good night katsuki
Katsuki: good night izuku.

Irl still izuku's pov

I stared at my phone for a moment. Did he just call me izuku? I mean yeah that's my name but...it wasn't like Katsuki. But it also wasn't like me to call him katsuki.

katsuki's pov

I was freaking out in my room. Did he just call me Katsuki? It felt so wrong. Did I upset him that much, or was it just me? But I did call him izuku which probably weirded him out a bit .it's fine I'll just sleep it off. God, I'm gonna be grumpy in the morning. I hate sleeping late but it was my fault after all.

I can't believe I finished Chapter 1
1017 words. ( unedited)
I'm so happy umm a bit about myself I'm 13 I know I'm young shut up
I love like LOVE mha
I also love JJK,h×h,aot, One Peace, and Demon Slayer yeah you get the point
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