my rules

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it's sucks
always being cold
having to find a new excuse every day
not eating your favourite food
having to live by your own strict rules

but it's worth it
for the satisfaction
when the numbers on the scale go down
when you know you haven't eaten all day
when you fit in a size smaller than usual
when you managed to throw up your last meal

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so umm here's another one about an e@ting disorder. when i wrote this id been running around with the idea for a week before i managed to write it. however i'm happy with how it turned out, i hope you liked it too. please let me know what you think by leaving a comment i love reading them!
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