⎙𓈓(Rengiyuu) 🍄⌇🖇️: 𝚒𝚋: Ollittveksy on A03⌇𖧧𖤣
Some phrases were taken from the book 'Notes from Underground' by Fyodor Dostoevsky. (Great book! I love the way that Fyodor writes. I kind of 'stole' from him haha)
WARNING!
There's a description of a panic attack, and slight suicidal thoughts, at the very end.
As always, if there's any mistake, pls tell me, I wrote this watching Cellbit marriage in QSMP with Roier so I might have gotten I little confused.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Rengoku was sitting on his futon, looking at the wall in his room.
His hand hurt.
Oh, it ached.
But the comfortable warmth in his chest made him forget the pain.
It would have been three days since he last saw Tomioka.
For three days that the one he loves helped him with his hand, and took care of him.
"That I said I would give my life for him.
That he said he would give his life for me."
Remembering that filled him with a good feeling.
Ah, a great feeling, he would say.
He felt lost at sea.
But, the sea was welcoming.
The sea made him feel safe.
It made him want to drown, let himself be taken down to the depths, discover every secret that existed in that vastness.
Ah, what a great feeling.
Suddenly, he hears a noise.
It was his brother screaming.
That feeling of happiness was replaced by one of fear and care.
He got up.
He might have a broken hand, but that doesn't mean he can't fight.
I saw his door open, and Senjuro appeared.
- Ani Ue - said his brother, always so formal with him... - there's a message for you.
So he showed a crow.
An old, very old, crow.
- Kaw! Kaw! Tomioka-sama - it said. And Rengoku's eyes glowed like flames - Tomioka-sama sent a letter to Rengoku-sama! Are you Rengoku-sama?
So the poor animal had bad eyesight?
"What a great worker he is!" Rengoku thought "Even old, with poor eyesight and hearing, he insists on working for Tomioka-san!"
The crow jumped from the youngest Rengoku's lap, heading for Kyojuro.
Or rather, going straight and almost running into the wall.
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My favorite kny Ao3 story's
FantasyCredits at the end or in the title of each chapter!! This does contain lgbtq ships that not everyone will like !! I'll be sure to tag the ship in each chapter aswell as the credits and Tws !
