Entrapped - SPN x Haunting Adeline AU Crossover (Fem!Reader)

Chapter 8

Dean's POV

I'm not entirely sure when the snap happened in me.

It might've been when I fully registered who was being delivered into my operating room... it might've been when I had her blood staining my gloves...or maybe it was when the surgery was over, the adrenaline from the job had worn off, and I'd taken a second to examine her completely...noting the bruises around her throat.

Either way....the snap happened.

I've been trying so hard to keep my inner darkness under wraps. I worked so damn hard to build this successful life for myself despite all the dark, painful crap I had to go through to get here. I was convinced that if I just played by the rules and kept my nose clean, this life would be a breeze for me.

But after seeing Y/N laying on my operating table...I realized that it's damn near impossible to run from the person I truly am.

And I....am one pissed off son of a bitch right now.

I only knew this girl through one meeting...and everything Zade has shared with me about her. But this situation wasn't sitting right with me from the jump. It was something about her I couldn't put my finger on...something haunting about her...a little voice inside my head that was screaming for me not to let her out of our sight.

But despite that, I wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. I was trying to appease her, understand where she was coming from, and handle the situation in a way that she saw fit. That's what I'm supposed to do...I cater to the patient's needs, not my own...something Zade was having trouble understanding when it came to Y/N.

So...I let her go. I convinced Zade to let her go. The same thing we'd done a hundred times over...

But...clearly...I was so fucking wrong.

I'm sure Y/N had some kind of plan to keep herself safe after she'd left...but motherfuckers like him...they can be so unpredictable. How can you keep yourself safe when a ball of hatred and rage is bouncing around you, keeping you in his sights?

You can't. And Kyle was about to learn that exact lesson from us.

He's not safe. He never will be again.

I had no claim over this woman...even if deep down...I really wanted one for reasons I can't explain. But I owed her so much...she left of her own volition, but I should've fought harder. If I wasn't too worried about our jobs and the policies, Zade and I could've kept her in our grasp...this shit never would've fucking happened.

It's my fucking fault.

And the cage I'd built around my inner demons shattered when I'd come to terms with that fact...and they were roaming free...thirsty for blood and carnage. And I knew that Zade was in the exact same position.

Right now...he and I are indestructible. And we're fucking lethal.

Everytime I went into Y/N's room, and I took a look at her sleeping face...I was just hit with so many vile thoughts. I knew I could be a sick fuck...but up until now I'd always had a hold on it. Zade referred to her the other day as the catalyst that ignited his inner psychopath...and I gotta admit...I think I'm in the same position.