Too Far Apart

Chapter 20

*The next week*
Tonight I only had a promo to do thank god. I got dressed in some skinny jean shorts and I cropped my TMDK shirt and tied it in the back, then I put a diamond belt on to hold up my shorts and then put my AEW belt on, and the other belts on my shoulders.

I put my hair in a slick back ponytail. And did some makeup. I put my Air Forces on and headed to the gorilla.

"Ooo girly you look great." Toni said. "Thank you, I haven't seen you much here recently." I gave her a hug. "I know ever since you stopped talking to Jay, no one has seen you much, not even Nick." She said. "I know, and I'm sorry, I just needed some time away from it all, away from reality." I said "I don't blame you, you've been through a lot this year." She smiled. "Yeah, well I will talk to you later, I gotta go out there." I said and walked to the curtain.

My music hit and I made my way out there. "Hello Miami Florida." I said as I got in the ring. "I know I haven't been here in AEW much as I just took a tour in Japan where I won these belts and now I have to defend all of them." I said. Then Jay's music hit.

I rolled my eyes and sat in the corner of the ring. "What do you want Jay?" I asked. "I'm so tired of you coming out here every single fucking time I have this mic in my hand. What did I do to get your attention? Please tell me so I can never do it again." I said as Jay got in the ring and sat across from me.

"You didn't do anything specifically to get my attention but I saw you one day. What day was that again? Oh yeah that was All in when you made your grand return, with your fire red hair, and all of London was behind you even though you are one of the biggest heels in all of professional wrestling, attacking the women in the back, sabotaging others, cheating to help your best friend Timeless Toni Storm Win. Which by the way Is Juice Robinson's wife, who is in my Faction. So when I'm watching Toni with Juice, I see you, doing what you do best and making sure you and Toni come out on top." Jay said.

"But all in. That was my night to shine and you took that all away from me, and then you took too long to get into the back, so I made my entrance. And you and I locked eyes. Then you come out here every single week telling these people how you are the best, and how you now have three titles, and how everyone is just cheap leather, and you are a diamond, well I have been watching you for months, and you are incredible, you probably are the best women's wrestler, but I can't help but feel as though you are doing everything I did." He stated.

We both started to stand up at this point "Ha, really? Cause Jay what's funny is that I am already more than what you were at the age of 30 when you signed with AEW. I am a much better younger newer wrestler than you ever will be. Let's be honest Jay, I put the All Elite in All elite wrestling than you and anyone back there ever will be." I said.

Jay got closer to me and touched his forehead with mine "That's the problem with you, you have yourself convinced that you are so much better than everyone else. You drive everyone else away from you cause you are fucking crazy." He said.

"Everyone you loved left you. Nick,when's the last time you talked to him? Blake? Jordan? Your dad and now your mom. Your mom was so tired of you that she stopped taking her pills so she would die and not have to deal with you anymore. No one can stand to be around you because all you do is talk about yourself and how you are so good at wrestling and how no one can compare. So why don't you just shut the fuck up." Jay yelled in my face.

Tears rolled down my face as my mom was a fresh topic. I looked down then looked back at him and kicked him straight in the balls as hard as I could, when he buckled down I took my IWGP belt and hit him with it as hard as I could. Then I whispered in his ear "That was for everything you have done to me."

Then I picked up the mic and said "If no one can stand to be around me anymore, then I will lay them out."  I threw the mic at him and left the ring.

As soon as I got to the back Toni Storm was there "I am so sorry about that." She said but I just walked past her and to my locker room. I grabbed all of my stuff then headed to Khan.

"Can I take your private flight back home, I need to go home." I said. "Of course." I will let them know that you will be going home." He said "Thank you Tony." I smiled then left.

*Hours later*
As soon as I got home I went into my mom's room and grabbed the key to her wine cabinet, ever since she died no one has left me here alone but now that I am, no one can stop me. I grabbed a bottle of wine and hesitated at first then I opened it and took a swig.

I walked up to my room and took a shower then continued to drink.  I just threw on one of my dad's shirts and that's it. I laid down and drowned my tears with a bottle of wine. 

*40 minutes later*
Someone rang the doorbell so I got up to go check. I almost fell down the stairs but managed to make it to the door. I opened it to see Jay.

"What do you want?" I slurred. "Are you drunk?" He asked. "No." I tried to hide the wine bottle behind my back. "Yes you are. Clo you're not supposed to be drinking." He walked in and grabbed the bottle from my hand.

"Why should I listen to you? All you do is hurt me." I started to cry again, but this time I fell to the floor.

"I hate you." I told him as I tried to stand. "Clo, I don't mean to hurt you." He grabbed my hands but I pushed him away.

"Yes you do, every time I see you all you say is how you won't date me that you don't love me the way I love you. You talk about my dead parents just to hurt me. I HATE YOU." I screamed and managed to get to my feet. I started walking away from him when he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him.

We were face to face and his arm was around my waist when he said "Clo, you are just so young, you won't feel this way when you're older." "I will. But you won't." I said through the tears. 

No one said anything for a while then he kissed me softly. He pulled a way after a little while and walked to the kitchen and poured out the bottle of wine.

"You don't need that, it's not going to help anything." He walked back over me.

"Let's get you to bed." He said. I nodded and tried walking but kept falling so h picked me up and carried me to my room.

"Stay with me." I pulled him on my bed. "I don't think that's a good idea, I will stay in the other room." He covered me with my blankets. "Oh ok. Goodnight." I said and shortly after that I fell asleep.

*Jay's pov*
I covered her up and she fell asleep right away, I kissed her head then walked to the other room. I sat down and took my shoes off then called Toni Storm.

"Hello?" She answered. "You need to get down to Seattle, I came here as soon and TK told me where Clo went and well when I got here she was chugging down a bottle of wine and crying." I rubbed my head "You did this Jay, you hurt her constantly, you talked about her mom, I will come down there but you need to fix this." She said.

I laid back and said "Look I know I do, but I don't know how, she keeps saying that she hates me, I just don't know what to do." "I will help you when I get there. Just don't do or say anything to hurt her." Toni said then hung up on me.

I just laid there and covered my face.