My best friend's Brother (Nick Sturniolo)

Brett

I'm Brett. I guess it's German. I don't know. Don't ask where my name came from. Anyways, I'm the oldest person in the friend group, most mature person in the house and the most confusing person on the face of this planet.

I love hockey. I love all sports but hockey is my favorite. I'm super cocky because I'm super good at it and that's caused me to be receive a scholarship because of it.

I'm what people consider a 'jock'. I don't always consider myself one, but sometimes I do. However, I think it mainly comes from the fact I'm sort of good looking and I'm good at sports. Because I don't think I'm that bad of a person. From what I know.

Sometimes it's intentional. Not all of the time. Just sometimes. And other times it's not because being a jock has its benefits. Except for one thing only. Reputation. Life is pretty good and I'm usually okay with everything that happens or how life is but currently I'm having a hard time accepting myself.

Sexuality wise.

I'm struggling with myself. With my sexuality. Okay wait, that sounds bad. I'm not struggling but I'm a little confused about it. I don't really know how to explain it. I say it like that because it causes me to struggle with relationships and feelings. And not in the 'I'll pretend I'm gay for the attention' way. It's more of a 'I don't find girls attractive" type of way.

I'm not saying girls are ugly. I just mean I have no attraction to them. Like you know when girls call gay men attractive? It's sort of like the same thing.

I've always been openly curious. This last year or so guys really caught my attention. I just never mentioned anything about it or brought it up because it never bugged me, but it is right now.

Going back to the earlier topic, that's how I feel about my girlfriend Chelsea. Well... ex-girlfriend. Before you say I'm a bad person, let me explain myself. I did like her when we first got together, but I lost feelings for her like six months into our relationship. Hence when I started getting interested in guys. It's probably really bad to do that I know, but I couldn't help it. She's been my biggest supporter and I love that more than anything.

My sister was obsessed with her and they got a long really well. Lexi loves Chelsea and they've always had a good relationship. They have never fought and they're basically sisters.

I broke up with her the day me and my sister flew back into town. I explained to her about everything that happened and she understood. This is exactly how the conversation went.

Brett
Can we talk? It's urgent. And I'm about to get to the house.

Chelsea
If you cheated on me, keep it to yourself.

Brett
I didn't cheat on you, I wanted to tell you that I think we need to break up.

Chelsea
What!? Why!? Why would you want to break up if you didn't cheat?

Brett.
It's just... okay look.
I'm trying to figure out my sexuality.
I don't want to cheat on you.
I still love you.
I just don't know if I'm in love with you but I still want us to be friends.
I don't know if I'm gay.
But it wouldn't be fair to you. And I want you to understand that.  I want to stay friends.
Please Chelsea.

Chelsea
I get it Brett :). Let me know how everything goes and I'll be on your side no matter what happens :) and if your sister gets curious, I'll still be your girlfriend until you're ready.