My poetry :)

A letter that will never be sent

Dear ex best friend,

Our song came up in my playlist the other day.
It made me think of you.
It made me remember how in PE we would sneak to the wood line behind the school just to play on my phone because yours was always taken.
It made me think of that time we were almost late for lunch because we were hiding from the PE coaches.
It made me think of how you would call me cute names like "sweetie" and "honey"
just to see how red you could make me.
It made me remember how everyone knew us to be friends and most suspected us to be dating.
It made me think of how much I loved you.
It made me think of how bad I treated you.
It made me think of how,
just days before you moved schools,
I decided you were being a bitch and I didn't speak to you.
Until it was too late.
Now you have your own new friends.
I hope they treat you better than I did.
Our daily calls to rant about our day
turned into watching each others lives through a phone screen.
I must admit,
I can't be mad.
It was my fault.

I still miss you.