"Holy shit, am I gay?" - Noco Tdi

Japartys are cool

Time skip

I've been in the room on my phone for about an hour when I hear the door open, I turn around to see Cody.

"If it isn't the code-ster welcome back boy kisser" I say and he looks at me with a smirk.

"I know you enjoyed it." He says walking into the bathroom.

I feel my cheeks become flushed so I just shove my head into my pillow.

"Scoot over" Cody says I look up at him in confusion.

"I wanna sleep here tonight move over." So I do.

I'm on my back near the wall on my phone then all of a sudden Cody lays on my chest. It's really cute if I'm honest but he's probably straigh- What the hell am I thinking. He called me cute, said he loved me, kissed me very passionately, he wants to sleep with me, I could go on, no way, this guy is straight.

"Hey Cody?" He looks up at me 

"Yes Noah?" He says before getting more comfortable.

God he's adorable.

"Uh- You know what nevermind."

Time skip

Underage drinking!

Cody POV

Courtney, Harold, Trent, Bridgette, Lindsay, DJ, Izzy (again), and Geoff are all here now.

I think my crush for Noah has gotten bigger if that's even possible, but to celebrate Geoff being here They wanted to throw a "japarty" I'm kinda excited.

I walk out of the bathroom to see Noah passed out on the bed. He's really cute when he's sleeping. I sit down next to him looking at his books that he has neatly piled up at the end of his bed.

I turned around to look at Noah again only to see him sat up looking at me too.

"Morning sunshine." I said to him jokingly.

"When's the 'japarty'?"

"uhh In 2 hours!" I say looking into his beautiful eyes. We make eye contact.

"I'm gonna go shower" He says getting up heading to the bathroom.

Time skip

Me and Noah are wearing pretty basic outfits. Noah is wearing a Metallica shirt with a white button up underneath it, he paired it with black jeans. I'm wearing a mcr sweater with dark baggy jeans. We head down stairs to where the party is at, HOLY SMOKES!

Me and Noah look at the party in total disbelief. There are lights, snacks, alcohol, people making out, a higher diving board, beer chugging challenges, and I don't know how Geoff did it but there are a bunch of teens I'm guessing he invited because me and Noah have no clue who they are. Me and Noah just look at eachother.

Not knowing what to do, we walk out near the pools and Geoff greets us.

"Brooossss welcome to your first ever japartyyyyy!!" He says handing us corona's and walking away to make-out with Bridgette.

There are kids dancing, playing beer pong, making out, smoking, laughing, playing stupid party games ect.

Me and Noah have kept to ourselves so far tonight well we've been here 30 minutes so not that long but still.

"Name 5 My Chemical Romance songs." A random guy turns to me.

"Oh uh 'I'm not ok' 'This is how I disappear' 'tennagers' 'The end' and 'hang 'em high'." The guy thinks for a second then pulls out his phone, I see him open spotify and type in all the names before looking back at me, I have a cheeky grin on my face.

"Ok emo." he says walking away

I looked back at Noah who was clapping.

After an hour of talking with random people and drinking alcohol a person jumps in the pool and grabs Noah's hand dragging him in after them.

"AH-" splashhhhh 😨

"Oh- god Noah-" I say in between laughs and walking to the pool.

He springs out of the water and shakes his head like a dog, his hair is so nice when it's wet.

"This party sucks." He says getting out and wiping his hair out of his eyes.

Me and Noah are pretty drunk so we decided to go back to the room before we made any bad decisions, cus well yk what happens when teenagers mix with alcohol.

When we get back to the room I go to sit on the bed with Noah and he kisses me. 

"Oh uh thanks but what was that for?" I look into his eyes that seem to lighten up when he meets mine.

"I lo-" he gets cut off by running to the bathroom and throwing up.

"Yeesh, first real drunk?" I ask even though it's pretty obvious. He shakes his head 'yes' while still throwing up, I leave him to that.

An hour ago Noah fell asleep. I'm in my bed. He's in his bed this time. I looked over to see him sleeping peacefully, what was he going to say? He was obviously trying to say "I love" but what does he love? Being drunk? Japartys? His bed? Total drama? His mom? It could be anything. I'll ask him in the morning I guess.

Noah POV

I wake up with a raging headache which I'm guessing is a hangover. I take some aspirin and go on my phone. Cody's still asleep but he's gonna wake up soon. 

About 30 minutes later he wakes up.

"Well good morning 'lady's man'." I say sarcastically. He looks up at me confused before opening his mouth to say something but closes it.

After another 30 minutes Cody's on his phone and I'm reading a book.

"Hey Noah?" I hear him say.

"Hm?" 

"Last night you were gonna say you loved something or someone but you started throwing up and didn't get to finish. Do you remember what you 're going to say?"

Of course I remembered. I was gonna tell Cody I loved him. I just didn't have the confidence to say it right now.

"Uh no I don't remember, maybe I will some other time" I go back to reading my book and Cody sits and thinks for a while.

Me and Cody are laying in my bed watching a movie. I look over at Cody for a second because he always falls asleep but he's staring at me?!

He looks away when I notice but I know what I saw.

"Well code-ster got a staring problem?" I teased.

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"sureee" I look at him for a little while then we lock eyes

"Now you have the staring problem." He says blushing a little bit.

"Can I kiss you?" He looks at me, thinks for a second before blushing a little more and nodding yes. I lift his face up from his chin and kiss him softly.

I pull away and look at him. He's a blushing mess but it's so cute. He then pulls my face towards him, catching me off guard and kissing me again.

After a couple more seconds of sloppily making out we pull apart a string of saliva connecting us for a second more.

"You're so cute when you're blushing like crazy." I say rubbing his cheek with my thumb. He looks away flustered.

"Noah?" he says, still looking away.

"Yeah?"

"Will we be friends after this?" He says turning to me with a little bit of worry in his eyes. I think for a minute.

"Sure" I say, giving him finger guns like he does to me all the time.

"Good."

Next chapter is an angst one it's coming out Friday :3

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