tainted love. || ✔️ || BOOK 1 || (void stiles)

Coconut Scented

CHAPTER 22

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It has been about a week since everyone found out about me and Void, and I haven't left my house the whole week. Everyone else, I assumed was going to school, and I haven't been there the whole time. My mom doesnt know anything, and neither does my brother, thank the lord.

Kira has been updating me on the pack and their plans, and apparently, Void kidnapped Lydia and since they've gotten her back, they haven't seen him since. But I didn't care.

I've really just been watching The Vampire Diaries all week, I seriously wished I was a vampire, so I could turn off my humanity switch, but I couldn't.

Finally, I got out of bed and I went to take a shower, I haven't worked out this entire week, so Im sure Ive gained weight. Especially after I've been eating my feelings the whole week, just tubs and tubs of ice cream with popcorn.

I begin to undress before I step into the shower, I decided that I wanted to have a very hot shower instead of a cold one like I usually do. I start to scrub the shampoo all throughout the roots of my hair before rinsing it all out.

Moments later, I decide to just stand there in the water, closing my eyes and thinking. I notice I start to fade away from reality, but just before I shake myself back, someone bangs on the door as loud as I've ever heard.

My eyes jolt open, and as an instinct, I cover my naked body up as best as I could.

"Y/n! Open the door! Its bad!"

I recognize that it Kira's voice, my mom must've let her into the house. I frown and I quickly turn off the water, drying myself off.

"Can I ask what's so bad?" I question as I wrap the towel around my slightly damp body and step outside the door just as Kira took a major step back.

"The pack is plotting against you y/n, you have to explain what happened!" Kira whisper yells, as she's following me towards my desk as I start to pick out clothes for myself.

Whoever invented sweats and hoodies, I hope their pillow was cold on both sides while getting laid.

I shrugged, I didn't care anymore, I had nothing to lose anyway. I didn't look at Kira as I walked past her and into the bathroom to change. I closed the door behind me, and I slipped on my sweatpants and hoodie as I half listened to Kira.

"Okay well y/n, you have to care! What if their thinking of killing Void, but also you?" Kira questioned as she waited outside my door. I didn't reply until I opened the door, pulling my phone out of my pocket and jumping onto my bed.

"Then I die." I shrug once again, I was already planning on that anyway. Its just easier to do it now, even though me and Void never truly bonded with feelings and everything, but I still felt a connection. And after me basically betrayed me and ruined my friendships, he didn't hesitate once, or cared about the leading result towards me.

Kira just stood over the bed, her jaw practically on the floor. She scoffed, waving her hand a sloppy goodbye before leaving my room. I sighed, I didn't want to let Kira down, but what else could I do to prevent the pack from plotting against me and my betrayal?

Maybe on Monday I could show up to school, and maybe I should practice on my studies for a while instead of all of the drama. I'm already extremely behind in my school work, so I will try to catch up as best as I can.

Even though it was Friday together, I chose to go onto Google Classroom and start my catching up a bit earlier so it would be easier.

I try my best not to think about the past events that have been going on lately, but I couldn't think of what I should do next. What could I do? I didn't want to see or talk to Void after what he just caused, I couldn't talk to any of my friends, if I should even continue to call them that. All that I think I should do is stop caring. I'll die soon anyway, I have to stop caring, I just hoped that Kira would leave me before I leave her and it's too late.

As I'm doing my math homework,I randomly start to get the idea in my head to watch my favourite Disney movie. Without even finishing my homework, I jump out of bed and I grab my laptop and open Disney and snuggle into my blankets back into my bed.

Aladin!

Just as the movie is starting to play, I hear a knock at the door and I pause the movie.

"Mom, I'm doing my math homework can you come back later?" I call, hoping shell leave but I don't get a reply. I frown in confusion, but I continue to watch the movie, until another knock at the door interrupts me and my movie time.

I sigh in annoyance, having to get out of the warm cozy bed, having to answer the door, probably my mom just wanting to use my shampoo again.

I turn the knob and open the door, seeing who it was I scoff in disbelief and quickly close the door in their face.

"Answer the door y/n."

I take a deep breath, feeling my heart beat quicker and quicker. I looked around, unsure of what to do. Void was at my door, and of course this was my worst look. Not that it matters, its just annoying.

"Fuck off." I called back, crossing my arms over my chest, hoping to dear god that he will just leave. Not even seconds later, he appears in my room, I was unsure of how though. I look around frantically, wondering where he had even come from, but truthfully I was just avoiding his gaze as best as possible.

"Cute hair." He smirked, tipping his head to the side a bit, watching me closely. I frown and look in the mirror, my wet hair was all frizzy and all over the place, probably from the pillow and blanket. I quickly scoff in annoyance and try to pat my hair down, wanting the frizz to go away. I'm facing the ground, but I look up at him with my eyes, finally building up the courage to look him in the eye.

I felt like I had been slapped in the face, tears started to well up in my eyes, my chest felt heavy, and my throat started to hurt more and more as I continued to look at him.

"I wanted to talk." He explains after moments of silence had passed by, I smile in disbelief, how could he just think and act like everything is okay and that nothing happened?

"I dont think so, now could you please leave?"

"No."

"Yes."

"No."

I roll my eyes in annoyance with the stupid banter, I shake my head as I glance at him.

"Nogitsune- leave."

I notice he frowned, and I look at him harder, did that bother him that I called him by his real name? 

Oh, pity.

"Why are you calling me nogitsune?" He mumbled, I didn't even noticed he had been taking a few steps forward ever since hes walked in, I started to get lost in his eyes. But I forced myself to stop, I couldn't think of him like this, I couldn't look at him like this. I just couldn't.

"Because of the reason." I reply coldly, staring into his dark chocolate eyes as they stared down at me.

"I wanted to say sorry..."

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I rushed this completely, but thats okay lol. I'm kinda running out of ideas, do u guys have any ideas?

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