The first time i fell in love

my feelings

The next day of the house party i was so ashamed about everything, but yet so happy , my sisters where downstairs in the livingroom watching some tv, i got down with them and as soon as i get in to the living room they gave me a weird look, they looked happy and they where asking me what was all that happened last night.

I told them everything and i told them that was a great night for me, it was a long time since i havent had so much fun, they were really happy for me and then they told me they had a little surprise for me, i was asking myself what could it be, my sister brought back her laptop and switch it to my face so i could se what was in there, i looked suspiciously to the screen and there was him, it was a videochat! i was ashamed because i was in my pijamas, with my makeup undone and my messy hair, i didn't know what to do so i just cover my face and then he told me ..

Hey! what's happening? i told him i was ashamed by the way i looked, and he said it doesn't matter because he was in pijamas too, and he likes to look me on my natural way. i instantly smile about those words and uncover my face, i said hi and he asked me what about last night, he told me he had a wonderful time too, that he was looking at the pictures and he was dying of laughter, we were so drunk! he told me with a big smile on his face, i know.. i reply.. i had so much fun.. he nodded and he said thank you for everything i had a nice time with you. 

i was so happy abouit it, and then he asked me if i wanted to hang out with him that day, unluckly i was getting back to my town so i couldn't, my sister had the greatest idea and he ask him if he wanted to our town with us, he instantly changed his expression to a very excited one, he told us he would ask her adoptive mom and give us back a call, i hang the phone and a lot of things came out in my mind, i thought i was getting some kind of bigger crush on him.. my sister was bothering me when i got a call from him, he sounded sad, he told me his mom didn't let him go because of the ''familiar sunday day''.

i was sad too but he promised to came to my town soon, i had to said i would wait for that day to come, so since that day we started to talk even more by facebook, every night we stayed up talking to each other, really late sometimes i have to add.. my sister sometimes wake up and give me a smile of: your'e talking to him right? so she just went back to bed. 

One day my niece asked me if i was in love with him.. i just laughed and i asked her why... she told me she watched me with him playing hide and seek.. and she added: that's what my friends do when they're in love.. i was confused and just laughed.. i asked her why does she thought that and she said the way he looked at me was the same way a prince looked at her princess... i was amazed by that and i got a little bit nervous...