after my meeting. I went home and start picking my outfit for the party and I text fantasia to let her know it was a party
but she said she already knew so. I took a bath today was so stressful I got out the shower and looked me in the mirror. then I look at the time it was 4:58
I start putting lotion all on my body. and I start putting on my clothes.
the person who was supposed to do my makeup is on its way.
I had on all black and fantasia called me and I picked up " hii, " I said
and she was in the bathroom room too " hey baby u look beautiful like always " she said smiling " thank you u but I'm finna get my hair and makeup done so can I ttyl ."
I said and she nodded " yes bye love you " she said and I said it back hanging up. tonight going to be good
when my makeup person got here. I was happy. I sat in the chair while
I got my makeup done and hair. I got on my phone
into I was done and she start fixing my hair as she was done spraying my hair
. " I feel pretty I'm ready to go. " I said and my hairstylist said laughing " I'm done " she said
I looked pretty. I grabbed my purse and my lipgloss.
when the big black truck got here. we took a few pictures.
and got in the car and start heading to the place when we got there it was a lot of cars
and I was ready when I walked it was a lot of people everywhere I start looking for fantasia
and Danielle I seen Oprah I walked over there " hii u look pretty " I said and she turned around.
" u look stunning taraji " she said to me " thank you where fantasia and Danielle " I asked
" over there " she pointed and they was at the bar and I nodded going over there
" hi lady's " I said making them turn around and fantasia & Danielle ran to me
" u look stunning baby " fantasia said softly she so cute.
" girl u look good" Danielle hug me. and we did our hand shake.
we all sat at the bar. and we all took a shot.
and my favorite song came on and I got upand start dancing and tasia pulled out her phone and record me
and I laughed I was having the best time of my life I seen halle walking over here
" halle u look good!! " I said. she was saying hi to everyone
" thank you girly. u look gorgeous "
she said we hugged and she went over to the other cast members and I order a drink.
and sat down. while on my phone and fantasia grab my hand " let's dance " she said
and I nodded getting up and pulling down my dress.
she started to twerk a lil " u better stop showing out " I said laughing.
" I have to go use it " she said and I nodded sitting down. as she walked to the bathroom
I turned around and start talking to Danielle. " soo what's been going on with you and ur man " I asked
" girl noting for real. " she said putting up her hand making me see a ring " ur getting married "
I said gasping and she nodded smiling " yes yes I am " she said showing off her ringI was so happy for her 10 mins later
fantasia still wasn't out the bathroom. so I went to go check on her I got up and went to the bathroom
when I open the door I seen her and Kendall kissing " wow. " I said clearing my throat.
and they looked at me " taraji.. " she said and I walked out the bathroom
a tear drop from my eye and I wipe it. " taraji listen to me " she said running after me
when she got to me she grabbed my arm and I snatched it back " no. move after all the shit
I did for YOU u kissing him? move " I said walking to the bar grabbing my thing
" bye Danielle I don't feel good so I'm going to go home " I said hugging her. " is everything good " she said
And I nodded Going outside
" taraji please Listen to me " she said and I laughed " I knew u had something going on
with him I just knew tasia why I wasn't good enough for y-you " I said dropping
" I know we wasn't together but really? delete my number " I said getting in the car.
she was stuck and I started my car I was crying the whole way home. I was heartbroken.
when I got home I took off my clothes and my makeup. I got in the bed crying. " god why me " I said
seeing texts from fantasia
Fantasia: I'm sorry baby please ttm
Fantasia: I didn't mean to hurt you
Fantasia: baby please text me back
Fantasia : goodnight love you.
Seen
I cried myself to sleep.