As soon as he got up in the thought of taking me outside I flipped a middle finger infront of him.
"Do you really think I will go with you after all the mess you have gotten yourself, Aryaman thakur? No a really big no, my parents taught me to fear no man." I said in a teasing manner.
"Shay, why would you want to fight with me?" He said with a dull face.
"Because you seem to have forgotten what you did in that club tonight." I said fiercely.
"Shay, get up please." He pleaded.
"You should go back to your room and have a good sleep, kyuki you look very flushed. Goodnight, sweet dreams." I say.
(Because why not?)
"Aye see the time, its 11:11" I said again with excitement running in my body as soon as I saw the time. Angel numbers.
"Done, I have wished, what about you?" I asked too while confirming.
"Same, I wished for you." He says.
"You were not supposed to tell, ab toh waste kar diya tune ." I say with a sad face.
(Now, its wasted)
"Shay, please yaar come na." He says with his puppy eyes.
How could I resist his puppy eyes? I fucking melted like no no no I sublimated.
"I really don't want to go outside, but we can share the bed for tonight. Either you share a bed or take me out, it's your call." How could I let him take me outside without having something to regret about? Hahahaha Clever .
"Both, please?" He once again said with those shining dark brown eyes. I didn't let myself flow away.
"No." I clearly said NO.
"Okay fine then, let's sleep." He said while looking at me in a sensual manner.
"Excuse me, oh hello, no such things. I meant to sleep together in one bed not sleep together wala sleep together." I mentioned to clear his misunderstandings.
"I know , Shay." He said while coming towards me while taking his shirt off.
"You have to also sleep in full clothes. No half naked men allowed in my bed." I said to tease him more. I was enjoying alot. Because why not? And also I had not forgiven him.
"Shay, so much tantrums, may I help you to lose all these tantrums and stress?" He again said while looking at me sexually.
"No thankyou, and either way we were to make out. So I decide to throw these ever increasing demands at you, ARYAMAN THAKUR." I knew me calling him by his full name pisses him off.
"Okay let's sleep, Shay." He said while making a sad face.
"Meko nhi sona tere sath, goodnight." I said because suddenly nishant came to my mind.
(I don't want to sleep with you)
The room was pretty big ngl. I thought as my eyes stared everywhere except him.
"Why are you so grumpy today, Shay, I am sach mei sorry na. I promise this would not happen again, only if you promise not to do such things again, look at me, do I go and kiss other girls no right? Then why would you feel the need to do so?" He said while making a straight face, boring his eyes in my body.
I felt a bit dominated by him.
"Because that's not how I like to live my life, Aryaman, it's my life, I would even go and have babies with someone if I would want to, and also I am not stopping you to kiss other girls, go and marry, I would not even give a single flying fuck, we are just good friends, why do you expect too much?" I didn't utter a single word like this , instead I said "okay. Please head back to your room." With a small upset smile.
Because that was exactly what I wanted to say, I didn't want things to get heated up, so I kept mum. My eyes looked directly into his.
Why the fuck is this all taking me up? I really don't want to be controlled by him. But that just makes him appear in my thoughts more. My life seems to revolve around him.
"Shay, are you on your periods by any chance? No you are not. You weren't bleeding when I -" he spoke to himself but I interrupted him by saying "Aryaman, why am I getting very bad feelings today? Like something is going to flip upside and down in my life?" I spoke because that was the most appropriate definition of what I was feeling.
My hands felt a bit trembling. My head did a complete 360 turn. My feet got too cold.
I got out from bed and picked up the water bottle placed on the table which was directly infront of the bed.
Aryaman was standing just beside the table.
I picked up the bottle, opened it and drank the water in a slow manner to quench my thirst and calm myself down a bit.
Life once again felt confusing. Just exactly how it felt when that one situationship had me puking because it ended.
That one situationship that gave me the worst commitment issues.
Aryaman just kept looking at me while I looked at him while drinking the water.
"Shay, do you want something?" He asks out of concern, looking at me with his arms crossed, eyes narrowed and his lips turned towards right side slightly.
"I need to talk to Ridhi. Im feeling hiwijiwi in my stomach." I said because that is exactly how I feel when I'm anxious.
Yezs, I was getting anxious, but why? I don't know? Because I was about to commit to Nishant? Maybe, maybe not. Because Aryaman had a control over me? Maybe maybe not. I would prefer dying today.
Such a bad day.
Suddenly I felt a sharp pinging pain on my right temple .
My hands felt shaky and everything seemed blurred.
But still I managed not to faint, I just pretended everyone is fine and sat on the couch.
Everything was happening while Aryaman's gaze was fixed on me.
He sat down while he pulled up his trousers a bit and manspreaded his sitting.
My eyesight was still weak but my heart went racing, because that was HOT.
He put both his arms on the headrest. I was just admiring him, because why not? He looked so cute, his muscles visible, his hair falling on his forehead and his lips, his eyes cheeks and nose, everything bit red, mujhe bhi itna natural blush chahiye. *Cries inside*.
Ofcourse that was because he had drank .
I was thinking about this all when he pulled me towards him by his callous hands, by my shoulder.
"Is something upsetting you, Shay? Please tell me it is not because of that fucker? Shay, I am genuinely apologizing. Please Shay, try to understand."
He said while his hands caressed my shoulder and his face getting a sad look. Whyyyy sooo cuteeee?
I was looking at him and my nose scrunched up a bit .
(He is definitely the reason behind my headache, my eyesight is getting weak because I have to look at a certain height all the time. But I slay.)
"Nishant is not the reason, but even I don't know, my head is hurting, my eyes feel hot, my back is aching, life is very tough. Tch tch tch" I spat everything unknowingly. While his hand started to make feel relaxed.
I let out a sigh while I rubbed my temple.
"And why is it so , little kiddo? I'm sure that you know the reason behind all this, mind telling me?" He asked while his fingers were running through my hair. He ruffled my hair a bit.
