Even if you are miles away in distance, or even by choice. Whether you're in the next house, or across the ocean. Call for me; my arms will always be open.
If you chose this distance, or if you did not. As long as I exist, you will always be loved. Even when tempers flared hot, our bond was thicker than blood.
My world was crazy before you were in it. Before I knew you existed. I was a puzzle piece that just never seemed to fit. Together, we built a world where the puzzle could be complete. But now that you are gone, it has shattered all so gracefully.
The dark corners of my mind have shadowed my every move. Because I lost the brother I was never meant to lose. Half-unexpected, but also most certain. A sudden storm of tragic news tore down my faith's curtain.
Trust already tattered, my doubt was unveiled. Self-hatred has prevailed, and love for man? Well, that ship has sailed. Efforts for relation have hit a dead-end trail. It's not that I think you bailed. But becasue I know I've failed...
...to breathe life into you. Not cause your final breath exhaled.
You always said you loved me. Damn it, I loved you too! I still fucking do!
But now that you are gone, I'll never again be the man that you once loved and knew.
