That Boy Is No Good For You~ [DirkRoxy Fanfictions]

Chapter 2

[ Roxy's POV ]

I woke up and realized i was on the floor with a bottle of vodka in My hand. I sat on the floor and started rubbing my head. It was a pretty bad fall after all. I look at the clock and i see its 9:50. Great,im late for school. I didnt want to go to school today anyway. I couldnt just walk around like theres no problems. Dirk is there,along with Jake. I just couldnt see them. Not today. I stand up and brush the dust off me. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I see my blonde hair all Messed up,bags under my eyes,my mascara already ruined,my lipstick too. I wash my face just to not look at what a mess i was. I took the Scarf i was wearing and threw it on my bed. I layed down on the bed,looking at the wall. I don't understand. Why am i like this? Why cant i ever get a guy. Forever to last too. But no. Roxy is a fake barbie Doll like everyone Says. But im not one..im just not. I hear a sound from my phone. I get up to check it out. It was from Dirk.

"Roxy? You there? Are you Okay"

"Oh Hey Dirk! Yeah,im fine. Just not feeling Well today."

"You sure? Its not like you to miss a day of school."

"Im just..not feeling Well thats all."

"Well alright,will you come tommorow?"

"Yeah..im sure its just something i ate. I gotta go DiStri,bye!"

"Yeah..bye."

I locked my phone and dropped it. I Said i was gonna go to school tommorow. but..i don't know if i could. I stood up and walked to the kitchen. I wanted something to eat after all those Drinks i had last night. Great theres nothing there. I should Probably get to the store and get something to eat. I go to the bathroom again,i hate going in there but im going out so i have to look fine i guess. I brush my Messy hair and put on mascara and black lipstick. I put on a sweater and grab my Scarf and wear it. Its pretty cold out there,well if that is a excuse to wear it. It is from Dirk. And thats Probably the only reason for me wearing it. I walk out with some money and my phone. I walk towards the store when i see the blondie and his boyfriend..i walk a bit faster,i don't want them to see me. Well no use Roxy,they saw you. I just hope i can bear all of my tears in while talking to them. "Oh Hey Roxy!" The Black haired guy shouted. I turned around and gave him a smile.
"Oh! Hey Jake. Hey Dirk!"
"What are you doing outside? I thought you werent feeling Well." Dirk Said. I could see he was kind of worrying for me. But it could be my imagination.
"Oh,Well theres nothing to eat in my house so i got out to buy a few things."
"Roxy,have you been eating this week? I could see You're losing a lot of Weight.." Jake Said,i didnt know how to answer. I just looked down. "W~Well..not really..my mom hasnt been home in forever and i don't have a lot of money to buy things like food."
The two Guys looked at me,i don't know if they were worried or confused or something else.
"Oh Rox..i didnt know you had no money. I could give you some if you wa-" i cutted Dirk off. "N~NO need. I could work out things myself. I gotta go now. Bye" i started running away from them. I couldnt let them see my tears. I just couldnt. They werent falling but if i stayed a bit more they would.

[ Dirk's POV ]

I look at her running away. I couldnt even say goodbye,just like the pesterchum. She just leaves. I wanted to help her,but it Looks like she Doesnt want my help,maybe she hates me? No. I don't think Rox would hate me. But what if she does...all of those things ran through my mind. I looked at Jake trying to keep my cool face on. We started walking away from Roxy.

[ Roxy's POV ]

After i was done with some shopping i see Jane and John walking towards me. I guess they saw me. "Roxy!" Jane Said. "oh hey janey."
"Rolal,its good to see you! I was worrying if something happened to you because you werent in school today!" Jane looked at me. "i just wasnt feeling well."
"But you look Fine to me Roxy,or maybe i don't know,have you been sleeping?" John asked me. "of course i did! i always sluup,i mean sleep."
"Well you have bags under your eyes,so i was just wondering" John Crossed his arms And Jane just looked at me. "Yeah,and what was with what you Said "sluup?"" Jane asked. "Oh its nothin,just tired is all. look i gotta go janey,im super hungry so,yeah bye."
" oh Well bye Rolal" Jane Said.
"Yeah,Bye Roxy." John Said,having a worried look.
[ Time Skip ]

I unlock the door of my house and walk in. Its a good thing i hid the bottle of vodka i bought from Jane and John. I don't want them to know,especially Jane. I take a glass and drank some vodka,just a bit. Not like yesterday. I don't want to colapse like i did. I ate a few things and Walked up to my room. I sat on my bed and looked at my phone. My screensaver was still Me and him. Me and Dirk. I kept looking at it when i see a message pop up. wait,who is this from?

[ A/N hope you like this chapter. This was pretty much Roxy's day and all,maybe the next chapter will be more interesting? Maybe idk anyways bye :3 ]